If only I could find the answer..If only...

=)

2008-12-19T10:21:00.002+08:00

halo people! ;) hehe..finally i got the chance to blog again..haha..my CA has ended and im currently enjoying my 3weeks of hols working and going out as well..I would say that my 2weeks of CA was a great and fulfilling one that i'll nvr forget.. =) hehe..only Vicky will understand..hehe..

but anw,managed to meet up with yipei,ming ming,xin yi,simon,ming ci and vicky and we went to Sentosa! super long nvr go le..everyone of us were playing and enjoying ourselves lots on that day..just go read up on some of the post and u'll know..haha..I truly had a great time with u guys! Hope to have more gathering soon,people! =-)

haha..so now im baq in sch again to use the com as vicky told me that there're some assignments coming up that are needed to be handed up once sch starts..and also,i can check my CT results..haha..I would say Im happy with my results..Cox I dunn expect too much from this CT..So I'll try my best for the term2 exam.. =)

Hmm..have been hanging out kinda often with "friday" and its always nice being with u.. =)

2008-11-18T17:38:00.002+08:00

Hmm..Common Test is just nxt week and Im kinda worried..Cox as usual..Haven prepared and studied yet..As I was sick for the past one week and was feeling restless and lethargic all the while..So guess I have to start fast before Im lagged behind..

Anw, was happy to see my senior Liling today in sch after so long..haha..so miss her sia..Hope i'll be able to meet up with her one of these days aft the CT to hang out and chat chat with her..hehehe... =P

And I really miss all my 512 friends man... ..Guess by this time, Zhuang wei is already serving his NS..Wish him all the best..

And hope that Vicky will get well soon before CT comes nxt week..Take care, Vicky! ;)

Good and Sad News...

2008-11-11T16:36:00.003+08:00

At last..i've finished my individual assignment and NSL practical test today..I would say im happy about the completion of my individual assignment though it was kinda rushing..And am glad that I've cleared my NSL skills though I know I didnt perform the best as I was super nervous and trembling when the instructor start asking me qns that I have so many question marks on..Though I got the skill I wanna perform which is the Blood Glucose Monitoring,but the moment the teacher start bombing me with questions, from having confident on the skills dropped to zero confident..When I went out of the lab then I rmb that there was super lots of points I didnt mention..But nvm la..glad that everything is over..

Another one more week will be my study week and common test week already..Its like so fast la..and im going for CA from 1st-12th Dec..Have check out my working roster and am happy but sad at the same time..Happy is becox I'm working the same shift as "Friday"..But sad that on thurs(04/11) im on afternoon shift..which means that i'll only finshed work at 9pm..So am wondering how am I going to the airport straight to welcome Simon baq..haha..but no worries..have asked my frenz and they say from outram mrt to changi airport takes about 30mins..So hopefully I can rushed there in time.. =)

Alright..Thats about it..Shall go home soon and rest..Has not been having ample sleep and rest for the past 4days..Sianz..But shall continue to persevere and hopefully things will go just well..take care! ;)

Missing everyone!!! =)

2008-10-30T18:09:00.002+08:00

Im baq to the sch library once again after my pharmacology lecture..Actually intended to do some reserach on 2 different modules today.. but end up, i forgot to bring the stuffs that i need..hehe..

Anw, have been looking through some of my very long lost contact fren's blog(Sista stan ,simon & more) and i truly miss them lots man..Sch has kinda been stress for me..though i dunn really express it out..Im really trying hard to catch and understand wat the lecturers are trying to say, but sometimes, things dunn go ur way..nevertheless, I guess i must still continue to buck up..And I will... I hope... ...

Moreover,test and worksheets are given almost everyday..its like u've really got to study and there's no time to slack at all..and those who knows me,u know my patttern rite..if got test, i'll sure have to study and i'll take it seriously..So where got time to really rest and slow down my pace..aiya..so just one word to describe and its "STRESS"!

Hmm...Saw simon's blog and saw the photos of 512 taken on the very last day of sch just makes me missed each and everyone of them even more..Thinking baq of us sitting together in the class, listening and laughing in the middle of the lesson, with richmond sitting beside me....hahaha..So memorable..I really wonder how's richmond..I hope everything is ok for him..So missed his laughter and "ANGER BOOK"..hehehe..

Well, i've finished my re-taking of "O level" eng paper..Im not sure if i can make it this time..But i really do hope I will..So will not think so much since its over..

And ya! my next CA posting will be at SGH again..from 1st Dec to 12th Dec..Hopefully on 4th Dec i'll be on morning shift..so that i can go fetch simon baq at the airport..

Waiting for ur arrival, Simon! =)

peek-a-book!

2008-10-16T12:10:00.002+08:00

Hi people..So sorry for not updating my bllog for sooOooo long..I no longer can get into internet access anymore at home,which explains for my 3 months of M.I.A on MSN as well as blog..So sorry..hehe..But anw, i'll try my best to update as much as I can using the sch lib com if im free..Cox right now im really packed with sch, work and the upcoming projs thats really squeezing me up into dried orange??? hahaha! =D the description seems funnie..But nvm..im sure u guys will understand rite?

haha..and by the way, so sorry to those who've tagged me in my blog..so glad that u guys are still so concern anout me..so sorry for not being able to reply u..so i'll take some time to thank u guys..

Simon: Thanks alot, simon..Im doing fine rite now and i hope u are too over at melbourne..XCant wait for dec 04 to arrive and i'll be there to welcome u back..Till we meet, take care! ;)

Ruby: I miss you lots man, rups! =) everything for me had been okay i supposed..I hope u're enjoying sch too and stay cheerful ok? hehehe.. =P

Cindy: Thanks for the griller treat! I was really happy to be able to meet up with u for lunch the other day..Hope to meet up with u soon, za bo! xD

Cher young: haha..such a coincidence! dunn come disturb me nxt time if im working..haha..

haha..thats about all..anw,im doing kinda fine in sch..I hope those who're studying too will also be having a great time in ur own respective sch..will be re-taking my private O level eng on nxt tues(21/10)..hope i can pass this time round..And i miss my 3 sistas' alot..Stan,galvin and walla! xD

And yes! its my nephew and cousin birthday today! gonna go to my nephew's place tonight to celebrate with him..hehe..So excited man! =D

kkz la..gotta go to class soon..better stop now..hehe..if not i guess i wont wanna leave the screen..hehe..miss you,people! take care! =)

Its nice to be able to blog again...

2008-09-08T10:14:00.002+08:00

Halo guys! =)

It has beeen a long time since i last posted on my updates..maybe u guys won't even realise this post, but its alright..anw, it has been a month plus since i last updated and im only using it now because im currently baq in sch specially just to use the com..As i have to check on my CA updates for nxt week before i go for my attachment..

So wat i can say is i've been really busy working for the past 3weeks and i will still be for the rest of the weeks..So yup..I wont go too much in detail about my work..but if u can understand the next sentence..u'll know how's everything for me..All i can say is i spent more than half of the day working and the only thing i do at home is sleep and bath and off to work..the worst thing was that i can also work till the expense of not seeing my dad for 5days..how bad is that...Alright..promised not to say much and i will stop..this week will be working a total of 63hrs..including today..I'll be working at 3pm-11pm..so after this blogging,im going to go home and get myself prepared..So this might be my only and last most updated post..

Nevertheless...I still hope that everything will be alright and fine.. take care! =)

end of week...

2008-07-27T22:08:00.003+08:00

Started work at 10am today..As usual,ate breakfast with my mum first and off I go to work..So coincidently,met Chu ern and her mum in the bus and they were going to tiong too..haha..So chatted for quite a while..So glad to see her man..its like super super long i've not met up with her..And really miss hanging and chatting with her too,like how we used to during secondary sch days..haha..So I told her will contact her after her major A level exams is over..which will only be in 28nov..like super long la..hahaha..but nvm..at least she can concentrate on her studies first which is more important.. =)

Good Luck to u, Chu Ern..Dunn stress too much ar!!! xD

Anw..sad sia..tml no aerobics..worst still..my senior last min say there wont be aerobics anymore until exam ends..I was like..sianz....So demoralizing la..Nvm la..think I'll just use this time to study then..hehe..kkz la..gtg sleep liao..quite tired aft working..

NightY Nighty! ;p

Busy...

2008-07-25T17:43:00.002+08:00

Well..Have been busy for the past few days..All packed with preparation for presentationS and Practical Test which is today..Its seriously hectic man..All clashed tgt..Thankfully its over now..I mean just for this week..Next week still have individual assignment to submit and some more proj to continue discussing..Adding on,there is still NSL theory test nxt week..Crazy rite?

Hmm..anw,starting work at 4pm tml till closing(12midnight)..So guess in the morning,have to start revising on my NSL so that I'll be prepared for the theory test on next wednesday.. =)

Anw,cant wait for my 2nd CA at SGH! ;p Got some reason..hehe.. =P

Hopefully,aerobics class will still carry on this monday..I really feel sad and moody when its cancelled..haha..dunno why..Think Im addicted to it already.. =D

Happy Racial Harmony Day! =)

2008-07-21T20:26:00.021+08:00

Today is Racial Harmony Day and everyone of us, especially the P22, were all dressed up in traditional clothes..Overall, it was nice seeing our class so united and all having fun! =)

Below are some of the photos taken..Will upload the grp photos soon!

;)

Joel..Me..Vicky.. :)

Zhen Ling..Me..Xin Yuen..

Sue..Me..May..

(My Myanmar Friends) ;)

Me and Cho..

(Cho is in her myanmar traditional clothes..)

She look so cute rite? =)

hehe.. =P

Me and Karen..

she's from myamar too.. =)

Tiri and me.. =)

(from Myanmar)

Me and Myat Sue.. ;p

(A very nice Myanmar friend too..)

Me and sue.. =) Amalina!!! =D

May!!! =)

Shuteye..

2008-07-20T22:26:00.002+08:00

Hmm..ytd aft work, reached home at about 1plus in the morning and slept after washing up..Woke up at 9plus to continue to do my FON presentation Powerpoint slides..As I felt bad for not being able to meet up with my grp due to working, thus, I initiated to do 1 out of the 3 Qns that we are supposed to do for the Case-Study..All in all, I've done about 10slides which includes the intro part all the way to the start of the 2nd Qn..So glad that at least I've done my part and am able to complete it after putting in as much as effort as I can from ytd morning and today morning.. =)

At about 12 noon, once I've completed the powerpoint, went to prepare for work at 2pm..End work at 8pm today..Received a msg from my Aerobics senior that tml Aerobics class will be cancelled..So sad la..I just like going Aerobics so much..Think it can really help me to relax and have a good let out despite being tired..Cox after the class, I'll just feel super relax and light.. =)

hahahhaa.. xD

But anw, tml is racial harmony day and so, our practical grp P22 will be wearing traditional costumes to celebrate this occassion..At first I didn't intend to wear, but Vicky they all were like super enthu about it and its like everyone in the P22 are wearing..Some more its like a competition and the class who wins will have a prize..So I was afraid that if I dunn wear, I might be the cause for causing my class to lose..Somemore its like quite a spoiler if I dunn join them..

So yup..Luckily Parames had a simple set of traditional clothes and initiates to lend me,so I agreed to it..Thanks Alot, Parames! ;)

Hmm..alright..thats about it..Im super tired and sleepy now..I really really need to sleep now..Nights, people! =)

haha.. =D

2008-07-18T20:35:00.005+08:00

It was Catherine's birthday ytd and we had a surprise mini party for her during our NSL lesson in the morning..It was really nice and everyone were really happy..though the plan and stuffs were like very last minute, but due to everyone were very cooperative with one another, which results in the success of this party..

Thanks Parames and Sylvia for helping to buy the cake!

The very unite P22! =) Singing "Happy Birthday" Song.. Thanks Miss Lee,our NSL teacher who help us to be the cameraman.. =D

haha..Yup..so thats the highlight of ytd.. =)

Well..as for today, everything were going quite ok..So nothing much to blog..hehe..But as usual, I cant wait for Monday to come..Becox there will be Aerobics Class!!! Happie!!! xD

But tml working at 2pm-12midnight..I'm so scared that they will last minute call me in the morning again and ask me to work 2hrs or 3hrs earlier,which is at 11am..Becox for the past few times, they've been calling me to start work earlier than my normal schedule..And I always agreed to it..Cox in the 1st place, I thought to myself that perhaps they really need staff to help out and since I'm staying near to Tiong, I will be the 1st person on their mind to ask me to work..2nd-ly, I'm happy becox this means I'm working longer hours and so, there will be more income for the following month..But sometimes, I'm really so tired..But nvm, I will try my best to cast away all the negative thoughts and focus on the positive one..

No matter how tired I am, time will still have to pass on.. So why not be more positive about it and focus on the good thing..It will definitely be better this way..Agree? =)

hehehe..My "OR-BAK-KAK" eyes(black-eye) is getting more serious...Sad.... =(

Its getting tough...

2008-07-16T18:16:00.003+08:00

Busy bUsY and still BUSY.. ...

Seriously..In hands, I still have so many assignments and projects which the datelines are getting closer and closer as each day passed..Feeling kinda stress and vexed now..Worst still, MIC Practical exam is nxt Fri..And I've learned ZERO..which is practically nothing yet..NSL Practical test is also coming..Exams is on mid-August..And best thing is I'm right now working during weekends..AHHH!!!! I'm seriously packed with so much stuffs!!! =(

Hmm..But nvm..Guess I really have to squeeze in time to study Doubly hard and also cut short my working hours if allowed..Now all I can hope for is that everything will go on smoothly....

Alright..gtg..have to try to complete my CNP(800words-1000words) essay..So that my work load will be lighter and I'll be less tense...

***All I want and need now is to really be focus and hope to catch up with time.. =)

Jelly Legs....

2008-07-13T21:48:00.002+08:00

Ytd started work from 11am-12midnight..Stood for 13hrs and my legs were super aching and tiring man..Even when I walk, its as if I'm limping away..And when I got home, though it was late..But I just sat down and didnt even feel like standing...I was feeling extremely light and lethargic..Even when I got up to my bed,I just sat down there despite feeling super tired..Becox once I lie down, I feel as if I'm standing again..Cox when u lie down,its just like standing up, so straight and flat like that..hahaha.. =D After about 10mins or so, my eyes were starting to dry up and just feel like closing my eyes..So.... *Pong* ..Finally lie down flat and slept.. =)

Anw,I got to serve a few great customers whose encouraging words to me,will nvr be forgotten! =)

As for today..worked from 12pm-6pm..Finally get to come home early..And guess wat? My manager gave me 2 Chocolate Muffin to bring home! =) So happy! Cox Chocolate is my favourite,Though I dunn eat it often,cox I know my body cant take too much..But anw,I still like Chocolate lots! =) But in the end, I only brought home 1, cox my another colleagues also wanted,so I gave 1 to him..And so,ate that muffin just now as part of my dinner..hehe..It just taste so good! Yummie! ;P

Hmm,tml will be having my Psychology grp presentation..Hope it'll turn out well.. =)

Having Aerobics Class(Cardio) tml..Can't wait to burn more fats! hehehhe.. =P

Nights! :)

Dozing off....

2008-07-11T18:29:00.003+08:00

Hmm..Feeling kinda tired and restless..Have been thinking a lot and am kinda stress with the packed datelines where I still have so much to do..Feel like going out to relax but have no time..On top of that, tml will be working 12pm-12am..Sun 12pm-6pm..Haiz..Nvm..I hope that everything will turn out fine and well.. =)

Anw, I've already know my next CA place..Its at Singapore General Hospital(SGH)..So happy that I got posted to there..Cox there's direct bus for me.. =) hehehe.. =P Good thing is that I'm posted to the 2nd badge posting again and so, it will not affect my Private 'O' Level Oral.. =)

haha..

And I seriously hope this time round,I'll be able to pass and get at least a C6..I'll be more than happy.. =)

Today..

2008-07-08T17:47:00.002+08:00

Well..As usual..Woke up at 7plus in the morning and had my breakfast with my mum..After so long of not having breakfast due to the busy me, I finally got the chance to eat with her today! So happy! hehehe.. =P

After which, took 198 from ABC Market and headed to Jurong Point to meet my grp..The usual meeting place and time,which is 10am.. =) Everything was discussed and went on quite smoothly..So yup..And we went ard JP to do some research for our product that we're coming out with..So at least we had a rough idea of how to make it and stuff.. =)

Once that's done,everyone went home..it was about 12 noon and so,as usual,took 198 and headed home..Guess I was really tired that I dozed off in the bus which I usually dunn do that..hehe..But anw,in the mid-way of the journey baq home, when I reached Commonwealth MRT bus stop,I suddenly thought of my Testimonials which I've yet to collect..So I quickly got down the bus at Queenstown CC there and walked to sch..After collecting the Testimonial,started reading all the conduct that Mrs Kumar wrote for me..And it was seriously nice of her to write positive and good comments for me..

Thank you, Mrs Kumar! =)

Actually wanted to go look for her at art room,but she had meeting elsewhere,so perhaps have to meet her another time..Then while waiting for bus 195,saw Mr Ben..Chatted for awhile and then both of our bus were here..From there,we then went separate ways..haha..So thats about it for today..Got to go do my journal writing for my NSL about the CA..

Cya! ;)

Muscle aching!

2008-07-07T22:00:00.002+08:00

On Saturday, started working from 3pm-12midnight..On Sunday(ytd),worked from 10.15am-11pm..Was really kinda tiring..Furthermore,it was sch reopen today..And I need to wake up at 7am..haiz...But nvm..For the sake of better income,I'm willing to work longer hours.. =)

Hmm..But guess I wont be able to rest much too..Cox tml though I have no sch, but I still have grp proj meeting..haha..And there are seriously lots of projects and datelines that are coming up real soon..Arghhh.... =/

Anw..Glad to see all my frenz today again..Miss them so much! ;p

And I had Aerobics Class today..And we did Cardio and a bit of toning of muscle by doing some weight lift with the round circular shape thingy..hahaha..dunno wat's that called..But anw, my bones and muscles are aching real lots..And I think I've sprained my back a little..hehehe.. =P

So yup..Thats about it..gotta rest early tonight..Cya! ;)

2008-07-05T11:06:00.007+08:00

Whampoa ElderCare Centre

(St.Lukes.)

23rd to 24th June 08

Group photo with Dr. Ronnie

Smiles! ;p Mdm Tan and I.. She was my buddy for the last day..As each of us were assigned to 1 elderly..And we have to take care and apart from that,ask about their life and medical history and details.. I had a great time taking care of her.. *I miss you, ah ma! =) This is Gina, tgt with her buddy.. And Gina is a really nice girl.. Nice knowing her! :) haha..Catch Vicky, Nabeela and Chris(below), in action tgt with the elderlys' doing leg exercise! *It was Fun! =D

Great Memories!

2008-07-05T10:06:00.003+08:00

Halo!!! =)

well..i've been busy for the past 5days with the attachment at Outram Polyclinic and so,didnt get the chance to come online..But also,partly there were some reasons that I couldn't get through the internet..Anw..Since I'm able to log in again now,shall post some updates first..Cox the internet connection may go off again within a few days time..

Alright..Shall talk about my CA at Outram Polyclinic 1st..

I would say it was a very good experience as I get to see all sorts of different departments with different cases and different types of treatments given..In total, all of us have been assigned to 8 different stations individually..And I guess, the one that left a deep impression was the "Dressing Station"..At first, the 1st two cases I was still abit unsteady and I almost fainted..I dunno whether was it my thalassaemia that caught me in difficulty in breathing or is it becox the kinda small room was filled with 5-6 nurses that I could not catch my breath..Then I quickly rush to the toilet and sat down there until the giddyness and brightness of vision fades off..Then I told myself that I must be stronger..So aft I was feeling a bit better and I went back, the following cases that I've seen does not impact me that much, though it can be even more scarier and frightening than the 1st two cases..haha..But overall..the Nurses there were super nice and friendly and I really had a great time there for the past 5days.. =)

Really thankful to them for helping so much! =)

After CA ytd,rush back home and change and prepare for work at Coffee Club at 7pm till 12am(closing)..Reached home 1am ++ ytd..was really really tired..

But will be working later at 3pm till closing also..So happy that I can work slightly longer hrs..If not they always give me 4hrs or 5hrs to work like cant earn much too..

So yup..Thats about it..shall update again soon if i'm able to..

Cya! ;)

Sharing my thoughts...

2008-06-29T12:43:00.003+08:00

Well..I personally thinks that the past 1 week of CA has really helped me to grow alot as to how I see and understand things..I guess I'll get to learn even more starting from tml at Outram Polyclinic..

Hmm..Like ytd,I went to the nearby park ard my house ytd night with my mum..And we chatted quite a few..With the same thinking most of the time,we talk about life and people..As well as some past stories and experience of hers..Then out of the sudden,we talk about my CA at the hospital..And I told her something which I guess it may seems to be common to everyone..

Ask urself this..

When u urself(eg, me) who is sick right now, you always tend to tell others how sick u are and so, cant do this, cant do that..But after I, myself witnessed how the people in the Bright Vision Community Hospital(BVH) live and their chronic disease condition that is bringing them to nowhere, I suddenly have this thought that kept repeating on my mind and I start to ask myself this,

" So how sick are you actually? And really, how sick the people there and how they are going through....

With nothing they can do..All the pain and sufferings can no longer be seen on their faces, and they simply can't fight baq no mater how hard they try or want to..When we ourself, are still able to do things the way we want it and with no restrictions at all.. .."

This is why, though I was unwell during the attachment at BVH, I still hang in there and insist on finishing my CA..And I tend to not say much about how unwell I was..Cox I know, no matter how sick I can be now, can never be compared to the patients in BVH in the "Hope" ward(The ward which I was assigned to with patients all suffering from chronic disease)..And so,at least I did my best and a little which I can for them..I really hope that they will all continue to stay strong and pull through to the very last minute.. =)

So people, rmb that everyone is prone to be sick..But its just a matter whether is it minor or major..Do take good care of ur health and at the same time,give a little helping hands to people who are really really in need if u ever meet or seen one..You will feel really great..Becox you wont know,that little help from you may have made a big big difference to their life in any possible way.. :)

Photos time! ;)

2008-06-28T13:10:00.005+08:00

26th-27th June 2008

2nd Attachment : Bright Vision Community Hospital(Hougang)

From left: Jie Bin,Nabeela,Gina,Me,Vicky,Jiang Chun,Chris,Wati & Syed..

We really had a great time hanging out tgt..

Though sometimes time seems to pass on so slowly..

But still..We had a good experience overall..

Nice knowing you guys! ;)

25th June 2008(Wed)

Health Promotion Board(HPB)

The following photos are members of P22..

As all of us are assigned to different places for attachment, we were so glad to meet each other on wed and were actively sharing all our different experience..It was really nice seeing you all once again.. =)

P22.. =) Smiles! =)

With our Nursing Logbooks up! ;p

Shall upload the 1st Attachment photo once I've received it.. =)

And no work for me today..Had quite a bad flu and so,called Coffee Club up..

That's about it..Enjoy the pics!

2nd Attachment..

2008-06-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

Well..Our 2nd Attachment was really an eye-opener..The things which we didnt expect to see was the very 1st thing on the 1st day(ytd,thurs) of CA at Bright Vision Hospital which really gave us numbed legs..The pressure sores on the patient's buttock was ard the size of my Clenched Fist..It was a big hole and u can see what's inside..And the way the male nurse treat the wound,brought Vicky down to his knee..He couldnt take it and he just walk off and squat down..As for me and another girl,nabeela,we just bear with it terribly..Becox in our heart,we could feel the pain and sufferings which the male patient was going through..Guess he must have been used to all these pain..He just lie there stiff with his face showing no sign of expressions..If u witnessed it,u could have felt the heart-aching feeling..But anw..yup..that was the 1st day..And everyone of us were hoping so hard that we could go home soon..hahaha.. =D

But on the 2nd day,which is today,we get to experienced bathing the patient and also changing the linen..More to hands-on stuffs..But today's time seems to pass on more quickly than ytd..Cox we had more break and free time..hahaha.. =D But overall..Good experience and nice knowing a few more new friends which are from other classes..Like Gina.. =)

hahaha..Nxt monday will be attached to Outram Polyclinic..Just hope that my flu and sore throat will recover fast! =(

Working tml at 7pm..Tired man..kkz..that's about it..Got to go rest earlier..

Nights!

1st Clinical Attachment(CA)..Great! ;)

2008-06-24T20:22:00.001+08:00

Well..Ytd was my 1st day of Clinical Attachment at Whampoa Eldercare Centre(St. Lukes)..It was really nice and exciting to interact with all the Ah Ma(s) and Ah Gong(s)..At the same time,we were able to learn alot of things through them..It was really meaningful..However..Only when the bond and feelings for them have move on deeper,it was sadly that it was our last day today..But I will never forget the smiles and laughter everyone had on their faces showing signs and expressions of happiness..This really gave us great satisfaction.. =) On the 2nd(Last)day,which is today,we actually got assigned to 1 of the elderly which the Person In Charged appointed us to who to look after and at the same time,complete the task given..Which is to know more information about the elderly we'll be taking care of and their medical history..At first,I was really a bit lost..As in like nervous and worried that the Ah Ma I look aft might not interact much with me..But slowly,when I try to communicate with her in Dialet(Hokkien),she started smiling..At that time of point,I was really happy.. =) hahaha.. =D Cox she dunn really talk much and most of the time,u cant find any smile on her face..So u should know..that good sense of feeling is definitely a good sign and motivate me to wanna know more about her..Though she have a hard time hearing and I have to talk slightly louder and lean towards her ear and speak to her..Actually there are lots more of the other Cute Cute and lovely Ah Ma(s) and Ah Gong(s) that really brightens up my day,but all I wanna say is that I truly truly had a great time there..And yes..I really enjoyed being a "missy"(nurse)..hahahaha! =D

2008-06-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

Well..I've started working at Coffee Club since Fri..So have been kinda busy and thus,didnt get the chance to update my blog..hahaha..But so far..Work has been alright..People there are friendly and nice.. =) Anw..Tml will be my first day of Clinical Attachment..Kinda scared and excited at the same time..But no matter wat,I'll put in my best effort and attention in the process of learning and help those elderly as much as I can.. =) Cya! ;)

Art Grade: B3

2008-06-18T10:06:00.002+08:00

"O" Level Art Coursework..

"Enhancing Beauty"

;)

Well..Looking back at this Art Coursework, really brings back a lot of thoughts and all the hardwork that have been put in in order to come out with it and eventually,complete it.. =)

It wasn't easy I would say..Having to stay back at school everyday including our June holidays,we still have to go back to school and do it..All the last minute changes and rushing of work here and there..hahaha..But overall, looking at it gave me great sense of satisfaction..Though I didnt get the grade I wanted to achieve..But I know that I've done my best and I've really give in my 101% of effort.. =)

Anw,other than the Sky is painted with paint, the entire piece of Coursework is completed and coloured using Colour Pencils..And it seriously wasn't that easy..Therefore, being able to come out with all these tones and shadings,I'm really gratified with the final outcome..

With one look at this overall Artwork, I truly have no regrets about having to go through so much of intensive art lessons..

Hope this year's badge of Art students will do well for their Coursework too! =)

I can't wait for Teacher's Day..I Miss Mrs Kumar and the rest of the teachers lots..

And I wanna see and get the feel of my Coursework in real life once again! :)

2008-06-16T13:29:00.004+08:00

14th June 2008

Class 512 Mini Gathering

Sentosa!!!

Well..This is the moment that I've missed so much ever since our graduation from Queensway Secondary School..With u guys around me, the memories we've once shared, the laughter that will never fade off and all the ups and downs we've all been through together as one.. as one 512.. =)

I'm truly glad to be once again, surrounded by you guys and enjoying each and every moment being with you all..I will never forget you guys! ;)

Alright..Meet up at Vivo in the morning and off we go to.... Sentosa!!! Truly had a fun and memorable day..Though we didnt take much picture,or even not even 1 photo at sentosa..hahaha..But, I'm sure even if there's not much photos taken,the fun and joy we had on that day will be kept as great memories in our heart! =)

Everyone of us played Beach Volleyball together..It was seriously fun..I guess the whole day I was laughing non-stop la..haha..Then some of them were Sun-tanning under the sun and while some of us sat under the shade of a small hut with some conversation going on..The feeling was great man..Being able to hear some latest updates about their life that I've missed out since we've all been separated for quite some times..And also playing inside the seawater..hahaha..So nice! =)

End up..Almost all of us left sentosa looking burning red..And yes..we did got serious and I mean real serious Sun burn..Our body was super Red and Hot even till now..The redness is still there..and its extremely painful man..So itchy and pain and hot! I think its becox we were there since 10plus in the morning all the way till late afternoon at 5plus..hahaha..This explains the redness man..And rite now,I have a face that looked as red as a Monkey backside la..Arghh.....

Haha..Afterwhich,went to have our dinner which is Steamboat, at Bugis area..Had a filling and nice dinner with all of them..And also,Thanks Sista! =)

Hmm..Yup..Thats about it on that day..But still, till the next time we meet up again, take care and all the best in each and everyone of ur own respective education or work sector.. =)

Missing you guys always!!! :)

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Is this a trick?

2008-06-13T09:24:00.003+08:00

Hmm..I dunno whether to say I'm Lucky..or am I really that Unlucky..

Let's start from ytd..

In the afternoon..I actually receive a msg from Coffee Club out of the blue asking me if im still interested to join them..So I replied them saying that I've found another job..So I dunn think I'll be joining them..Then after that,I didnt really went to think much about it..Cox I thought anyway,tml(which is today) in the afternoon will be my Subway Orientation..

Who would have expected..I receive a msg from the Subway Manager in the morning saying that the Orientation in the afternoon will be cancelled and postpone to nxt fri..So I was like....

*Stone and stunned*...

During breakfast with my Mum just now,I could hardly speak out..So my Mum told me that some things are not in our control..They happen for a reason..And I truly agree with her..But just that I'm really disappointed..I really think that I was super unlucky at that moment of time..

Therefore,I wanted to try my luck and so, I msged baq the person from Coffee Club asking if I can still join them as Part time Waitress..And the person replied,"Of course.Just let me know ur availabilities and what time u can work."

I was like *Shocked*..In my mind,I thought that they might say "No" or even dunn even bother to reply me..But surprisingly, the reply from them was a positive one that really caught me in surprise..And I'm really happy..So that person say that I will most probably start work nxt week..cox they need a few days to process my application thingy..And they wanted me to promise that I can commit even aft sch reopen..So I agreed..Cox from the start,I've been looking for a Perm Part-time Job which I can work even after sch starts..

So rite now..I just hope that this time,it will be true and for real... ...

Self-Reflect.. ...

2008-06-12T11:08:00.000+08:00

Life may not be easy or rather, hard now... ..But I'm sure by putting in some effort to make things better will be a better choice..Though it can be seriously tiring and tough to the extreme point sometimes....But ultimately, things will only changed to the better if u put in the effort to try to make a little difference in it..So....Start putting in effort to all the things you do with all ur strong perseverance and determination in changing things to the better! I'm sure when you open ur eyes the nxt morning, the sky will still be as blue and soothing as ytd..and the sunlight will still be as bright as usual and will be there to lead you the way ahead in a fresh new beginning.. Therefore,Never Never Give Up! :)

Nice gathering.. =)

2008-06-11T23:43:00.001+08:00

Just reached home after meeting with furama frenz just now..Really glad to be able to meet up with all of them once again after so long of not seeing each other..hahaha..Overall..Its a really nice and fun day! =) But just feel kinda lost today..My mind just seems to be all over and cant stay focus..Dunno wat exactly was on my mind..Haiz...Too much things were running through my mind i guess..But nonetheless, hope will be able to meet up with them again soon.. =) Anw,msged the subway manager to ask about the details for this fri's orientation earlier on just now in the afternoon..He say must report to Delta House at 2pm and will ends at 5pm..Guess they'll talk about the training days and venue thingy..so shall see how it goes on fri.. Hmm..so thats about it for today..Shall turn in soon..Goodnight.. =)

Winky Winky! ;)

2008-06-09T16:46:00.003+08:00

Haha..Today is kinda a good day..As I mentioned earlier on that I may be working at Coffee Club,I kinda have a strong feeling that I will not receive the call from them..So I didnt wanna wait till today for their call to confirm about the working time for tml as what they have promised me..So irritating la..

So I went straight to Tiong Bahru "Subway" this morning and just ask if there's any vaccancy..And that manager ask how long can I commit..So I told him I can work for the short break now and also every evening fri,sat and sun once school starts....Then he ask me to sit down..and so..we started talking in more detail..hahaha..Such a coincidence that he was an Ex-Queenswayans too..But he can be consider really very very senior liao..But anw,filled up my application form and he told me that I need my "Typhoid innoculation" ..So straight aft the interview,went to get my jab which cost $26..sad la..No $$ liao seriously..Hmm..then went baq and gave him all the necessary documents..And he say the "Orientation" which is like that training days will start on this Fri..So he will call me tml to confirm the details and the reporting time..haha..So relief and happy now.. =)

After which,went to walk ard at Tiong and coincidencely,I saw my Cousin in law..So we went to walk walk tgt..hahaha..

So yup..Basically the whole morning I was busy going to the same places times and times again..haha..And Yes! Will be meeting Furama Peeps on Wed! =) So happy la..Like super super long nvr see them le..hahaha.. =D Alright..Thats about it for today..

B.Y.E ! ;)

='(

2008-06-07T13:55:00.003+08:00

Having a free time..With nothing to keep me occupied..May not be a good thing for me.. With all the sad songs I listened to every now and then.. It is when things just keep running wild in my mind despite me trying so hard not to think about it.. All the past....the present..and the future.... The feeling of sorrows... emptiness... and uncertainties.. Its just too much for me to take it sometimes.. All the faith and trust which I once had for others,are all shattered into million pieces that have long diffused into the air..Once its gone..Its really hard to find baq..

Its really hard....

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Just hope that I can go to work soon..So as to keep me occupied and refrain from thinking about the upseting things..At the same time,at least earn an extra income to make things better.........

* H.A.P.P.Y * :)

2008-06-06T21:55:00.002+08:00

Today is a day filled with Joy and Satisfaction..

Firstly, 'Joy' is because I went to "Coffee Club" at Raffles City for an interview for Part-Time Waitress..Spent about half an hour there and the Manager said that most probably I will be able to work starting from this coming Tues at the Tiong Bahru new outlet which I requested for..But right now,everything is still unconfirm until the Manager at the Tiong outlet called me..So meanwhile,I've to be patient and just wait.. Secondly, 'Satisfaction' is because Sista Stanley and I finally went to K-Box today after my interview..Actually it was kinda last minute arrangement..Sista called me in the afternoon and ask if I wanna follow him to repair his phone..In coincidence,at that time I was already in the mid way of preparing to go for the interview..So I ask him if he wanna go K today..As I was afraid that if I were to start work,might not be free..So end up,he went to send his phone for repair and I went for the interview..and afterwhich,we meet each other straight..hahaha..Without saying,I truly had a great time singing with Sista today! =) haha..So that's about it for today..Goodnight! ;)

Common Test is Over! ;)

2008-06-05T18:42:00.002+08:00

Halo! =)

hahaha..Finally,after the past one week of struggling to prepare for CT,it was the last paper today! ;p hehehe..Super Happy! So will have my short break starting from now for a period of 2 weeks..After which, will be Clinical Attachment! =) Well..Basically for the past one week,I was busy studying and preparing for my CT..So didnt come online often and therefore,didnt update my blog..But for these past one week,I came to realise that the bond in our class is getting stronger and closer..Everyone is like so "click" together..Like going for movie in our school library in a grp and basically just hanging ard with one another whenever we go..So like this feeling..hahaha.. =D Hmm..So I've intended to work during this 2 weeks of break and also meet up with Sista for K-Box 1 of this days! =) hahaha..And I was told by YiPei that 14th June there'll be a Class 512 gathering..Cant wait to see my fellow ex-classmates of 512! =)

Shall update soon! cya! ;)

hahaha! =D

2008-05-30T20:44:00.003+08:00

Went to sch for the 2 MIC Quiz in the morning and Mask Fitting in the afternoon..So during the break in between, about 11 of us went to had our lunch tgt..Then aft that we actually intended to watch movie in the Library..But it was full..So went to Our Space to play Taboo and Jenga..The Taboo game was seriously super funny la..See my frenz they all trying to act out the action super funny sia..Cant stop laughing..And I was helping them to time for 1 full minute..hahaha.. =D Then before we leave to Mask Fitting,everyone played Jenga tgt..Then the one who makes the whole thing fall will have a forfeit..And that person was Catherine..So she have to say "Hello,Nice to meet you" to any one of the other guys in the room..Super funny la..And she really did it..All of us were standing outside looking at her..Laugh till mouth cannot close la..hahaha! =D So glad that everyone had a great time tgt..But by tml,all will start to study for CT which is on next week..haha..So same goes to me..But meanwhile,will relax for today and study hard tml.. =) hehehe..

Happy.. =)

2008-05-28T18:20:00.003+08:00

So happy! =) Finally my NSL Practical Test is over..And I pass! =) hehehe..

*Sigh of relief* Did Handwashing and TPR(Temperature,Pulse and Respiration Rate)..

Was super nervous while waiting in the Quarantine Room..But so glad that it all went well.. =) Hmm..Now have to start studying for the 2 MIC Quiz and also prepare for Common Test(CT).. Can't wait for CA to start! =)

haha..great discovery... =)

2008-05-27T13:18:00.003+08:00

Haha..Had PAS lecture ytd..And we were covering "Emotion" for Psychology..Then Dr Thomas mentioned about ' Joy + Trust = Love ' ..Actually,when he mention about this small equation, I didnt felt much..But aft that,he add on that "So those people that dunn have Trust will not Love"..haha..Then my mind started to turn off for awhile and I realize that this is so true to me..hahaha! I was like..Oh My Goodness...hahaha.. Alright..anw,finished studying for NSL Practical for tml..But still kinda unsure and keep forgetting about some points..Oh no..Guess I shall have to read through again today night before I go to sleep..Cox Dr Thomas said that the best way to study and rmb things better is to sleep immediately after u've studied 1 chapter..And it really works! =) hahaha..

=)

2008-05-26T18:59:00.002+08:00

Alrighty..Took the PAS Class Quiz today..And for today's target is to finish up my CNP Journal 2..So that tml I can put full force and focus to study for NSL practical which is on Wed..Have to explain the steps and do it simultaneously..Oh no..Its going to be really challenging for me man..

Yucks..hahaha! xD

Hmm..Anw,Im enjoying my lectures more and more each day...hehehe.. =P

Enjoyed! =)

2008-05-24T22:24:00.004+08:00

Woke up at my usual timing..about 6.52am..Then saw my Aerobics senior's msg..saying that there is a Modern Jazz class from 10-12nn so as to make up for the last 2 classes that we've missed,due to instructor was sick and also vesak day PH..so went straight to school aft having breakfast with mum.. =)

The Modern Jazz was really nice,fun and at the same time,kinda tough man..I guess my last time to really dance a dance is when I was in Chinese Dance and Line Dance during my Pri sch days..thats why aft so long,my whole body was like so stiff la..I just cant stop laughing at myself when dancing..oh my goodness.. xD

Anw,yup yup..its mummy's birthday today..Ate Fruit Cake today and "Mian Sian" for dinner..so nice and filling! =)

And as for now,I just came baq from window shopping with my cousin and his wife,together with my mum to People's park OG..They wanted to do some shopping for their household's stuffs since their children(my nephew and niece) have gone baq to malaysia with their grandma..hahaha..So miss them la..guess they'll only be baq by nxt month..

hmm.. got to do my CNP Journal tml and study for PAS already..haha..Nights! =)

Need a break soon..

2008-05-23T21:19:00.002+08:00

Finally aft this 1 week of packed assignments and squeezed datelines, at last everything is done and over today! =) Was super worried and tensed for the past 1 week..Got so much of things to be done yet with such limited time..That's why its really a good thing that everything is done.. But things are coming up on week 7 and 8..Have to submit my CNP Journal 2,PAS Class Quiz on nxt Mon, 2 Quiz for MIC and NSL Practical on Wed..Then having Common Test the week after..Bet it'll be another busy weeks.. Just cant wait for my 2 weeks break to start..Then can go K-BOX with sista they all! Miss all of them so much! =)

Tml is my Mummy's birthday..I hope that everything will go smoothly for her and may she be blessed with good health!

Happy Birthday, Mummy! Love you! ;)

Sigh of relief.. =)

2008-05-19T22:04:00.003+08:00

Finally..I've completed my CITS Individual Reflective Report which is a 800 words to 1000words essay. And mine was 974words.. As I've no printer at home, have to trouble Vicky to help me print..Went over to his hse there and took the papers from him just now at about 7 plus..Thanks alot, Vicky! =) At last, can have a sigh of relief for finishing this report..hahaha.. =D Anw,meeting my usual CITS grp for discussion tml at our same old place and time..hahaha..Hopefully everything will go on smoothly too.. =) Hmm..Cant wait for Clinical Attachment(CA)..But before that, during the 2weeks of break, think I'll go work and earn money for my own allowance..Still need to buy bus concession and all the la la zhap zhap stuffs..My wallet is getting thinner as day goes by and my hand is getting tighter each day..haha..But still, I'll be able to manage it well, cox I've learned the skills on Budgeting! xD Alright..shall stop here..haha..May tml be a better day for everyone! Night! ;)

Cherish before you regret

2008-05-18T22:56:00.003+08:00

Just came baq with my mummy..Had Mac at Bukit Merah just now after she ended work..During eating,we were talking about "Life and fate"..It makes me realise how fragile life can be and how sad it is to be parted with ur loved ones..

The reason why we were talking abt this is becox,one of my elder bro's fren had a bike accident and it was an Serious injury..She was in ICU the whole of ytd and suffered from internal injury in the brain and broke both her legs and her chest ribs..and she past away last night..my bro said when he looked at her,he couldnt even recognise her at all..her body was all out of shape..I can feel and understand how sad my bro is..though he didnt show his emotions..She is only 23years old and she just left like that..then from the past few days seeing those people who were killed due to the earthquake in China..Made me feel even more..This make me feel and learn how important life is and how much i should cherish it..

Anw,did about half of my reflective report today..wrote out in draft so that tml when i complete everything and need to type it out,will be much easier.. Ok..Thats about it..

A day filled with laughter =)

2008-05-16T21:42:00.003+08:00

Haha..Met up with them today aft sch..was laughing non-stop sia..Had a great time hanging out and eating with them..hehe..Thanks for the treat guys! =)

Anw,meeting my FON grp tml in sch at 9am-12pm for our presentation discussion..And Tues will be meeting the usual grp for CITS proj..Have to start on my CITS Individual Report fast that is to be handed up by nxt Fri..Wah..Super tight man..All this 3 have to hand up on nxt week..Hopefully will be able to complete all in time..

kkz..Tired now..Sweet Dreams! ;p

I will never turn baq again.. ...

2008-05-12T21:09:00.003+08:00

Dunno why...But just felt so moody and restless today..easily tired then usual too..Guess I kinda know the reason why..Becox every year of this day,just bring baq so much memories of the past..But shall just cross this hurdle and walk straight with no more turning baq.. Hmm..Kinda sad..Aerobics was cancelled today as the instructor was sick..And I didnt know until I called up one of my senior and only then, she told me about it..At that time,it was already 6.10pm,and I was already properly attired sitting outside the aerobics clubhouse waiting since 5.30pm..So changed baq to my normal clothes and went baq home.. Meeting my grp tml at our usual place to continue the nxt discussion of our proj..and this thurs have FON Class Quiz but I haven even study yet..Got To Start Fast Before Its Too Late..

2008-05-11T21:13:00.006+08:00

Happy Mother's Day,Mummy! =)

Im Thankful To Have You With Me All These While..The Love and Care You Showered Us Will Always Be In My Heart..

Likewise,

My Love For You Will Never End.. :)

Knowing that my Mummy has been searching for a pair of Horse design Earrings for a long time..And still,She couldn't find it..So went to Bugis alone ytd to try to find the Horse design earrings..Indeed,it was really hard to find..As I've walked the whole of Bugis Street from 1st to 3rd level..But still,couldn't find it..I guess I spent about 1hr over there..was kinda tired..So in the end,I put all and my only hope at Bugis Junction..And Thankfully,I finally Got It! =) I was super happy that time..Felt so much relief for getting hold of that pair of earrings..Bought it at the Silver shop at Level 1..And Im Glad that she likes it.. =)

Went to the coffeeshop beside ABC Market and eat Zhu Cao..And its very nice..Had a Filling Dinner..haha..Got to exercise more tml during Bodyworkz Class to get rid of all the extra fats.. =D

Nitex! ;)

2008-05-11T20:20:00.011+08:00

Some Pictures to Upload! ;)

My Good Fren in NP..

A nice and cheerful girl..

~Amalina~ :)

*SharShar* ;p

6th member of my Family..

*Shoei Goh Su Yi*

(Xiao Zha Bo)

*She's Cute..But Scary too*

Effort is all it takes.. =)

2008-05-09T22:27:00.003+08:00

Well..another week has just passed in a blink of seconds..and that means what? My favourite Bodyworkz class on Monday is coming!! ;) hehehehe.. =P

Anyway,got back the marks for the first part of our planning of group proj for the product..and Im really gratified with the marks we've got..the marks we got is just right..haha..But at least we know that the 6hours plus of discussion was not wasted..and all our effort have been paid off..So we shall continue to put in more effort to improve it even better.. =)

Hahaha..anw,went to Tiong with my mum just now to have dinner and walk around..On the way baq,I was asking her to teach me some basic Cantonese and Teochew(My own dialect which i dunn even know how to speak..hehe.. ;p ) I kept trying hard to pronounce it out,but it seems so difficult..so on the bus..i kept repeating the words non-stop till I reached home..Guess my mum have a really hard time teaching me..Cox i keep saying "huh?" and asking her to repeat repeat and repeat..Think she's kinda frustrated having to repeat herself so many times..hehehe..But becox I wanna get the pronounciation right and also I will take a longer time to learn things..So...hehehe..but Thanks anyway,mum! =)

At least ur effort has not been wasted too..hahaha..I managed to learn speaking the same thing with this two diff dialects.. =)

The reason for me to learn the basic of these dialects is becox I hope that by my first Clinical attachment in June,I'll be able to communicate better with the patients..And thats why,Im starting to learn and practice these dialects by saying it out more often now..so that by then, I'll be able to say it out more fluently..Luckily at least I know a bit of Hokkien,so its alright..But im really keen in learning Cantonese and Teochew..

Hopefully I'll be able to say it out nicely by one of these days.. =)

Nursing is nice.. =)

2008-05-07T21:07:00.002+08:00

Haha..Finally CNP journal has been handed up today and the NSL Quiz went on quite smoothly..Got 8/10 for the 10MCQ Questions..So right now,im feeling kinda relief as i know that at least 2 things are done.. =) Hmm..Things move on in a kinda fast pace as this is already the 4th week of sch..everything seems to be alright and im getting used to it.. *Enjoying NSL module as I really get to try out alot of hands-on stuffs and learn alot of new things.. =)

2008-05-06T15:47:00.002+08:00

Preparing for NSL Quiz 2 tml..Heard from the lecturer that the questions are kinda tricky..So got to pay more attention to it..and CNP Journal is due tml too..Thankfully I've finished it last week..so kinda relief now..Guess I have to continue to brush up on my time management and hope things can be done nicely in a steady pace.. =) *Bodyworkz was fun ytd! ;)

Getting a feel of Date Lines...

2008-05-02T22:32:00.003+08:00

Well..Have been kinda busy and packed with all the sch assignments lately..This explains why Im getting more and more tired easily..especially when its between late afternoon and evening..Just feel so lethargic and restless..

Just hope that all the Project work and journals can be finished off fast..It seems that there's still a long way to go man..It just keeps dragging on and nvr seems to come to a full stop..Hopefully everything will go on smoothly one after the other in a nice order.. =)

Oh..Tml will be Sista's sch band concert taking place at RP..

So will be meeting Ming Ming and go and support Sista tml..

All the Best,Sista! =)

kkz..my eyes are starting to shut off progressively..

Guess shall stop here..Looking forward to Monday! ;)

One thing is done.. =)

2008-04-29T18:13:00.003+08:00

Finally,the group project worksheets are done..Feel so much relief aft getting it done..Meet with my grp people at Jurong Point KFC and we started working and brainstorming for ideas since 10am..and we finally get it done at 4.16pm.. =) So happy! At least aft today,we wont have to get worried over not being able to finish it by fri..hehehe.. =P But anw,we had a great time today during the grp discussion..haha..

Hmm..as usual,aft aerobics class,my body muscles are aching all over..haha..Hopefully,after attending a few more times of class,my body will get used to it and will not ache that badly anymore..hahaha.. =D

My Favourite Monday! ;)

2008-04-28T23:14:00.002+08:00

Alrighty! Baq from Bodyworkz class..Just love it despite the tiring and strenuous work out..hahaha.. =D

And I managed to purchase all the necessary stuffs for HSN..So at least, there are somethings that are done,rather than letting them floating around and getting things half done..

And ya!

Must Thank my senior,LiLing for the uniform which helps me to save alot by giving me great discount..haha..

Thank you so much, Liling! ;)

Hmm..will be going to one of my grp member's house tml for Group Project Discussion..meeting them at 9am at Boon Lay mrt..So guess I'll have a quick breakfast with my mum before meeting them.. =) got to go rest now..shall update soon.. =)

Tml..

2008-04-27T19:27:00.002+08:00

Managed to finish up the draft of the journal with all the 3points done today..Shall write out on the actual paper again once I've confirm all the 3points..Cox there's still one more lecture class this week..So there might be chances of learning a even better topic which I can write down too..But anyway,just happy that I managed to secure the 3points for the time being.. =)

Oh ya!

Tml they'll start to sell the HSN Uniform and Shoes already..Have to purchase it fast before there's no more sizes..and all in all..it's going to cost a Bomb man...

Adding up,have to pay my Bodyworkz(Aerobics) class fees tml..every 12 lesson $20..and the Aerobics T-shirt cost an additional of $10..so got to pay $30 for Aerobics..

and adding up my HSN stuffs..Really need to spend a lot la..

But luckily,Liling has extra set of uniform that she will be giving it to me if it fits me..So hopefully it'll fits me and will be able to help me by saving one set of uniform money.. =)

hehe..Thanks alot,Liling! ;)

Had Fun today! ;)

2008-04-26T20:33:00.002+08:00

Baq from Sentosa.. =)

Its really nice having such gathering,being able to hang out with my GLs as well as other grps GLs..haha..though I guess half of the day over there,I was sitting on the beach looking and enjoying them playing the beach volley and in the sea..

*But still,I had a nice chat with my seniors.. =) haha..

they're really nice people! =)

Hmm..in fact,Im really glad to have gone to the beach today despite being the odd one out sitting there the whole day..haha..cox i just enjoy sitting down and feel the beautiful nature of the beach..the wind..the sea..everything! hahaha..I can just sit there the whole day and I just wont feel bored at all..Rather,I'll feel much more comfortable and the load in my mind just lightens so much..haha..

kkz..Hope by tml will be able to finish my CNP journal which will be due in week 4..dunn wanna leave everything to the last minute and do it in one shot..But now, I wont set too high expectations for all the assignments like wat I used to do when I was in Secondary..But just Hope at least I can fare well..It'll be more than enough.. =)

Im Starting To Feel The Stress...

2008-04-25T22:12:00.003+08:00

2nd week of sch has ended..Fast isn't it? Well..This also means that more and more assignments and project works are piling up one after the other..Kinda worried that I wont be able to handle it well..So many stuffs to do which all due around the same time..I guess I really need to learn to be faster and more independent..I have to,anyway..Must really get myself more focus and discipline starting from now.. =)

Going for the FOC(HSN Camp) gathering to Sentosa tml! Cant wait to meet up with them all! especially my GLs(LiLing and Nurul)! =) Bet we'll have lots and lots of fun! ;)

Waiting for Monday...Cox there'll be Bodyworks(Aerobics) Class! Can help me to relax and put aside the stress work that are starting to accumulates..haha..Happie! =)

I dunno why..But in my heart,im feeling super worried and cant seem to be at ease..Yet,there are still so much of Smiley faces on this post and writing this as if Im really happy..haha..Weird Weird..

Short and sweet.. =)

2008-04-23T19:14:00.002+08:00

Well..nothing much about today..Can say that time are just passing faster den I expected each day..But today Im a bit lethargic than usual..Guess its due to after the Kick Box session,my whole body started aching everywhere..feels so restless..haha..But still, I enjoy Aerobics lots! ;) Alright..short and simple..shall put a stop here.. =)

First attempts! =)

2008-04-21T22:11:00.002+08:00

First Aerobics class today..We did Kick Boxing..And all I can say is that I truly had fun and enjoy the class to the fullest! =) though my legs are like progressively turning numb and wobbly right now..hehe..Cox its really tiring and it really stresses alot on our leg muscles..But still,managed to complete the whole class..So Im extremely gratified about it! =) Now I'll be looking forward for every Monday man..Cox I just simply love Aerobics! =)

And also....

First NSL worksheet quiz with 8MCQ weighing 3% of our exam marks..Lucky thing was that I did studied the whole of ytd..and I got 7/8 for this test..happy! =)

Im starting to enjoy school! =)

Cant wait for tml! ;)

2008-04-20T21:16:00.004+08:00

Received a msg from the Aerobics senior that my schedule for aerobics class will be on

Monday(which is tml),6.30pm-7.30pm..haha..Super Excited man..luckily on tues I've no sch..haha..then can rest a little longer! hehehe.. =P

Alright..got to continue revising on my Nursing Skills Laboratory(NSL) as there might be a worksheet quiz on any days of this week on that lesson itself..So it happens that there is this lesson tml,so gotta read up on it just in case the paper pops out in front of me..hahaha..

B-y-e! ;)

Still Adapting with sch life..

2008-04-19T16:16:00.003+08:00

One week of sch have just passed..everything seems to be moving in a fast pace..So far I will say everything is doing quite fine..

But Im just getting a bit worried and scared of the Group project thingy..

Cox i just dunn feel right in the grp im in now..But just hope that it'll all turn out well.. =)

Hmm..went for the Orientation programme for my CCA, Body workz(Aerobics) in the morning just now..Managed to see how they work out and stuff which I really like..just that i didnt join in as i wasnt properly attired..hehe..was wearing slippers..Cox i was not told about the attire and stuff..thought its just a briefing or something like that..haha..So, stood behind with the other fews who wore slippers too and just observe them..So fun sia.. =)

hmm..as we're only required to attend once a week on either

Wed(6.30pm-7.30pm) or Fri(6pm-7pm)..

I've chosen the Wed slot as my lesson ends at 4pm..whereas on fri,my class ends at 6pm exactly..So as to prevent any clashes of time and rushing here and there,Wed will be a much preferrable choice.. =)

Cant wait for the first Body works class! ;)

Puchasing of books,Done! =)

2008-04-15T19:13:00.002+08:00

Met Vicky today at 9am at the bus stop near his house..and so...we headed off to the sch not for lessons,but just to get our Textbooks,lecture notes and Ez-link card..Bought those which are more useful and will be needed more for lessons..all thanks to my HSN camp GL,Li Ling and Arun,another GL who Vicky knows, guide us by giving us advice on which to buy..

Thank you so much! =)

finally,all the books are settled..so happy! =) though it weighs super heavy and all the sharp edges of the books and lecture notes with the plastic bag almost torn,started poking and scratching my legs..have a few lines though..but at least i know all the purchasing of books are done! =)

After which,went to meet chong huan for lunch tgt with vicky..so chong huan brought us to canteen 1 and eat the jap food..while vicky ate the lemon chicken rice from the other stall which is equally nice too! =) cox i've ate the teriyaki chicken rice from the same stall ytd and i just love it! Yummy!! ;p anw..

Thanks for accompanying us,Chong Huan! =)

hehehe..yup yup..so thats about it..went home aft that..hmm..kkz..shall go prepare for tml's lessons.

.May everyone have a good day ahead tml! =)

First day in sch..Great! =)

2008-04-14T19:55:00.002+08:00

Alrighty! today's the start of a fresh new year in poly..First day in sch and I find that everything was quite ok and going very smoothly and fast..kinda enjoy it.. =) Get to know a few frenz too..But as usual,Vicky and I were like tgt the whole day..hahaha! =D we'll just follow each other no matter where we're going..hahaha! so nice and fun! =) No sch tml..but will be going baq to sch with Vicky to buy our lecture notes and stuffs..hahaha.. And ya! I've signed up for Aerobic as my CCA today! hahaha!! xD so happy! =) At first couldn't find the booth for Aerobics after rounds and rounds of our first trip..so had to leave for the nxt class..but when class ends,Vicky accompanied me to go and look for it..and finally..Yes! Got it! =) Hope Wednesday will be a even better day! =)

The Toddlers Class I Love The Most! :) :) :)

2008-04-12T16:31:00.016+08:00

This is the Toddlers Class which I Love Alot! =) Was worried that I might not be able to take photos with them as I was in K1 class..But All Thanks to Teacher Laura that my worries are Gone! =) Thanks for helping me to take their photos,Laura! =) Now I can see them as and when when I miss them! :) :) :)

~1st Favourite!

*Marcus!*

He's a smart and well-behaved boy..

My favourite boy which I adore and love the most!!! =)

He loves the song "Ba Ba Black Sheep" alot..and always wants me to sing it..hahaha! xD

Everytime when he lies down on the floor and I'll say,"Marcus,u sleeping ar?"

Then he'll look up in my eyes and give me a bright smile with eyes forming a line! So cute!!! :)

He simply brightens up my day!!! ;)

~2nd Favourite!

*Nichole!*

A smart and sensible girl..

She is the first among 11 of the toddlers that knows my name and always call me

"Teacher Sharon" with the age she is at which is only 2!

Which many of the other toddlers still couldnt speak out..

Listening to her sweet and cute voice calling me,just melts my heart! =)

Isn't she Adorable which makes u feel like bringing baq home?

Well, I do! hehehe..

*Im so Happie! :)

At least I managed to catch her in action!

~*Love her lots! ;)

*Ezekiel!* A very cute but yet,sorry to say, naughty boy! hahaha! xD But still,I likes him too! =D

Say "Bye Bye" to him and you'll keep wanting to say it tons and tons again just to hear him reply "Bye" with his unique way of saying it tgt with his sweet voice and accent..hahaha.. =D Its simply adorable! ;p

*Muhammed!*

Our "Abang" here is also kinda naughty and is very active.. =D

Still,the cute looks of him just tempts you to Sayang him even more! hahaha.. xD

And so, as always, I did! hehehe..

He loves to play "Biang Biang" game with the guy above(Ezekiel) and Zao Jie(last photo) a lot..U can always see them in action carrying their lego toys or even books as their rifles..

hahaha! xD

Creative huh? hehehe.. =p

*Wei Xuan!*

A very sweet,quiet and reserve girl who does not speak out.. She hardly talks and the only time u can hear her,is when she's crying..

Hopefully,she'll progressively learns to speak out just a bit.. =)

Though she might be quiet,but still,when u play with her, her sweet smile nvr fails to make u smile baq to her.. =)

She's just so sweet! ;)

The boy in white is *Zao Jie!*

Yup..Thats him! One of the Kaki to play the "Biang Biang" game who always seems to be the leader..hahaha! =D

He looks very cute and good..But in actual fact,hahaha..Sorry..No..

He can be quite violet sometimes..Well..I've tasted his punch on the face and kick on my back..Which really hurts can..They might be small in size,but I tell u,their strength is really big man..Teacher Laura should know how I feel cox she's also one of the victim..hahaha! xD

But no matter wat, still likes him when he always smile and laugh..

And he's favourite phrase:"Daddy...Mummy..Baby...Ah Ma.."

hahahaha! sounds so cute la! ;p

After seeing this post,I guess now u guys should know why I love them so much! =)

Especially Marcus and Nichole! My Favourite Always!!! ;)

Sorry that I dunn have some of the other toddlers photos..Couldnt take pics of them in time..But well, the aboves are the few which I would really like to mention.. =)

hahahaha..Will miss them lots and those times when I used to sing to them,feed them,pat them to sleep, help them wash backside when they pass motion and change their diapers..hahaha..

I seriously learned alot after working at the Childcare.. Hope I'll be able to drop by there soon again to visit them!

Love them lots!!! :) :) :)

A day that will nvr be erased.. :)

2008-04-12T13:25:00.003+08:00

Officially ended work at Childcare Ytd..It was really hard and unbearable to leave all the cute and naive kids..When I told the K1 kids which I was in charged of ytd that it will be my last day working here and will not be coming anymore,they were like..

"Why? I want you to come leh..I like you.."

At that point of time..I went speechless..but just hugged as many of them as I could..

Cox Im someone who dunn really know how to use words to express my feelings out..so I can only hug them to show how much they means to me and my love for them..

Though some of them may be hard to dealt with sometimes,but still,it was also them who taught me alot of things..So to all the kids of the 5 classes from toddlers to K2,it was really nice teaching and taking care of each and everyone of u at the centre for the past 3months..

Teacher Sharon will always remember u all! :) :) :)

As hard as I tried to hid all my emotions of sadness,I stepped out of the Childcare to my nxt destination..That is Queensway Secondary School..hahaha..the feeling of going baq and being able to chat with the teachers are great man..haha..and being able to see so many of my formal classmates and frenz,its even better! =) Saw Richmond man..Chatted so much with him..and as usual..He's getting even taller now..talking to him just accumulates the pressure to my neck..not i short ok..is he too tall..hehehehe.. =P But still,had a great chat with him.. =)

After witnessing Sista and Ming Ming collect the awards,all of us went to Tiong Bahru KFC and have our late dinner..Sista Stan,Sista Kenny,Wan Xin,Ming Ming,Rups,Huey Ting and Me.. =) hahaha..After having the "Finger licking good"(KFC) food,had a long and great chat session near the end of Tiong where the stairs is till 12plus in the midnight..Really Enjoyed Myself Lots Ytd.. A day I'll always remember! =)

Hope to meet up with u guys soon! ;)

*I'll miss the time working at the Childcare! ='(

2008-04-10T20:38:00.003+08:00

Hmm..Tml will be my last day working at the Childcare Centre..Time seriously past in a blink of seconds..I've actually been with the kids for about more than 2.5 months already..Cant imagine how tml will be like..I mean I will seriously miss the kids over there lots and the time spent tgt with them and the teachers..and all the ups and downs I've been through from the stratch till now..The kids are just like my younger siblings whereas some of the teachers are really like a mother or good auntie to me..Can really say im really trained to be a childcare teacher already..just that dunn have the proper ECH Ceritificate..

But i guess just the experience will be enough..hahaha.. =D

Ytd bought 2 packets of sweets which I intended to give to the toddlers..But ultimately,it all ended up with the K1 kids..hahaha..so bought 6packets of "Yupi" soft soft sweets for the Toddlers..Must take Picture with Marcus and Nichole tml man..Hope they'll come! =)

Though im not taking charge of Toddlers Class tml, but still, I'll drop by there no matter wat! hehe.. ;p

I'll seriously miss those times singing tgt with the kids..patting them to sleep..feeding them..cleaning up the children and all..every moment spent tgt with them will always be remembered..Cox each and everyone of them really brought smiles and laughter to me with all their amusing but yet such cute and naive actions...Misss.....

*Hope I can get hold of myself tml..* ='(

Hoping for a better tml.. =)

2008-04-09T20:55:00.002+08:00

well..went to help out at the K1 today..will be going to work tml to help out the playgroup..then Friday,m y last day,at K1 again..Miss my Toddlers Class sia.....

Ok..today is super funny and pai seh la..Time was 10.40am and it was still early for me to go into the childcare..as i only start work at 11am..so bought 2 mini muffins earlier on from the market's bakery shop..sat at the chess table under the void deck and started munching..suddenly..I heard familiar voices of teachers and kids becoming louder and louder coming towards my direction..So i thought,wah..they can really raise their voice till so loud sia..guess the kids must be really over-ly hyper today.. =D

Little did I expect, all of them actually were walking towards where i was sitting at as they were having a Fire Drill Practice and have to assemble at the spot where i was sitting..when they saw me, i was looking so sotong and stunned..I was staring at them blankly and lost of words sia..I wasn't prepared at all..and they were like..looking at me with ??? on their heads..hahaha.. xD so malu la..But really,i got shocked and scared at first..Cox i seriously didnt expect them to come out man..At that point of time,it was too sudden..and i looked super weird and blur while i was munching away and staring at them at the same time..hahaha..

Im so afraid to go to Playgroup tml..Cox this class can really create a havoc man..hahaha..Pray hard that everything will turn out well tml.. =)

~E.N.D~

Smiles! ;)

2008-04-08T11:02:00.003+08:00

haha..Really surprised and glad that im in the same class with Vicky once again!!! xD

all our Lectures,Practical and Tutorial class are exactly the same man! yeah!!! hahaha~! =D

happie, Happie; hApPiE!!! =)

anw..went baq to work ytd..so will be working tml and fri again from 11am-5.30pm.. =) So fast sia..Fri will be my last day working there..Gonna miss my marcus and nichole from toddlers class LOTS!!!! ='( Hope on Friday the both of them will come..So that I can take pictures tgt with them and leave it as *Ji Nian*..They are really adorable and nice kids to dote on and have u know....hahahaha! =D Hmm..as for Fri,straight after work,will be rushing baq to Queensway Secondary School for the Speech Day thingy..Going there to cheer for Sista Stan and Ming Ming for being awarded the GCE O Level Distinction Club and Top scorer for Science(Chem/Bio) respectively..So happie for them! Wooo~!!! =D and sista wanna go K-Box after that..haha..Dunno if I'll be joining them not..So many things to consider..But if I dunn join them this time,we might not have the chance to meet up again soon,as all of us will be busy with our sch and stuffs by then..Sianz.. But i try la,kkz sista? hehehe.. =P

~E.N.D~

*Updates!! ;)

2008-04-07T19:45:00.002+08:00

Alrighty! Finally I have the feeling and the energy to do the updates that have been left mingling around for the past few days..hehe..

~2nd April 2008...

hehe..yup yup..I've turned 18 on this day..Time really flies..Hmm..so met up with Vann,Vann's gf,Vicky,Ming Ming,Zhuang Wei,Luanne and Xin Yi(Tum Tum) at Tiong Bahru,Griller, to have our lunch..Was really really happy on that day..I've finally met up with all of them aft so long..especially Vann Vann..haha..But still,wanna say a Big Thank You to all of you for making yourselves present on that day..I will nvr forget this day..especially when the cake arrived on such a special way that really gave me a shocked yet touched moments..hahaha..almost cried out..haha..And not forgetting,Took individual photos with all of them..shall post up soon..After which,went to Cine for Kbox..Really had a great time..Thanks for the treat,Vann! =)

And to all,Thanks for the presents and coming to celebrate with me! ;)

~3rd - 5th april 2008...

And yes..have to wake up as early as 6am the nxt morning for my Course's (Health Science-Nursing) Camp..haha..but seriously..This camp is far way different from the normal Secondary school camp..Its even more Fun and crazy man..hahaha..Really learn alot aft attending this camp and get to know more people..haha..Truly enjoyed all the games and activities being organised for us..

Really a Fun and Memorable Camp indeed! =)

haha..yup..so thats about it..Enjoyed myself lots throughout these 4days..hehehe.. =p

Cant wait for sch to start! ;)

Back from HSN Camp.. =)

2008-04-05T18:14:00.000+08:00

haha..baq from the Nursing Camp today..Overall a very Fun and Memorable Camp! Enjoy each activities to the fullest..Shall blog again soon in more details..and also not forgetting how i spend my 18th Birthday.. =)haha..cya!

***You moved me to tears,Daddy..

2008-04-01T14:57:00.010+08:00

Haha..met Vicky just now under my block at 10am..then went to the badminton court behind IKEA there and play..then aft playing for quite some time,went to have our lunch at ABC market..After which,we continued our game..but this time round,we've found a new spot around my block here,which me myself didnt know that this place exist man..hahaha! Its very wulu and quiet la..Its like a big sheltered place and behind it,is a badminton court..haha..so cool man..that explains why for the past few months,there have been people doing construction over there..So guess its the final outcome of it..haha..

***ok...Right now I'm feeling really touched..my dad just came in 2 mins ago and gave me a small gift as my birthday present..though it may not be an expensive one, but knowing all the difficulties we're facing which nvr seems to be ending,he still have the heart to buy me something which really moved me to tears..when he left the room,I just couldn't help it but cried..2 days baq,he did told me that he feel very sorry that he cant give me anything this year..as he used to give me a small sum of red packet money as my birthday gift for the past years..but i told him its ok and not to worry..Cox i know that he's not having a good and easy time either and is facing a lot of difficulties,so i told him not to feel bad or anything..Just save up the money and slowly use..So was kinda surprised when he passed the gift to me..

***It may be small,It may be simple and cheap,but to me,It means a lot to me and will be the best and most precious gift I've ever received..Cox I can feel his heart and thoughts which i think,its so real and its there..u can really feel it..To me,its not the expensive gift or a very good gift that counts,but rather,a genuine heart filled with true feelings and thoughts is all that it matters to me..

***Thank You,Daddy! =' )

Big hugs to you! =)

A Long yet Fruitful Day.. =)

2008-03-31T19:02:00.003+08:00

Alright..Im dead beat now..went for the "compulsory induction day" today..Its kinda fun though tiring,as we've to walk around the whole sch for the Campus tour to end the whole thingy and have our lunch before we go..when i followed the HSN leaders around the sch,have a kinda mixed feelings and really worried abt starting sch when im still so blur and unsure of how things over there works and everything..The sch is really B.I.G man....hahaha! =D

Anw..The whole thing start off with Ice breaker games followed by the talks given by the lecturers and some of the HSN leaders..and all in all,it lasted for about 2-3hrs..Alot of info and things to take down during the programme..The Nursing Uniform,Shoes,Scissors and Nurses watch..and etc..so much and it really cost a BOMB..Really..I was like swallowing hard when i saw the prices of the Textbooks and stare at the cost price for a few seconds before i could take my eyes off the screen..and there are like about 12-13 textbooks being screened up..But i definitely wont be purchasing all..i mean..one book actually cost about $60 over..imagine 12 books???Oh my goodness..hahaha..Think when sch starts,I'll get only those Compulsory textbooks first..I think there are only 2 or 3 of it..Headache man..Seriously T.R.A.P.P.E.D now!

Arghh....*Biting Lips..

But glad that I've learned the basic of reading Timetables and all which at first sight of it,my mind was in a blank when the seniors demostrated..haha..So yup..Thats about it..And I kinda get to know some seniors today and I cant wait for sch to start..Everything that they said seems and sounds fun..But still, I wanna really experience it myself and go through the whole process..Im sure it'll be a life experience for me and I'll enjoy it.. =)

Hope the weather for tomorrow will be good..Cox most probably will be meeting Vicky and maybe Arri for Badminton..Love playing it! =) haha..but it had been quite a long time since I last played..So yup..Hope to meet up for a game tomorrow in the morning! =)

Ok ok..Thats about it..Will keep you guys posted again soon! So...Stay tune! hahahaha!!! xD

Putting in some effort.. =)

2008-03-30T19:27:00.003+08:00

Hmm..Nothing much about today..Stayed at home the whole day..Did some English today..Starting from Ytd,I've set myself a task to do everyday..and that is to find the meanings of at least 10 vocabulary words and useful phrases which will help me a little for my revision for English, as I'll be sitting for retake of O level English at the end of this year..

Hopefully this way of revision will be of some help.. =)

*Memories! =)

2008-03-29T23:16:00.013+08:00

~*A message to all my fellow classmates out there..Though ur pictures might not be here,but still,this is for u.. =)

All Thanks to Rups for sending me all these memorable photos..Looking baq at it,really brings baq so much so much memories and times spent tgt with u guys..Those days when we were all still studying tgt in sch,hanging out and enjoying every moment with one another..Been through all the ups and downs..Be it happy or sad..Im glad that we've all overcomed it and moving on to the nxt step.. =) All these beautiful and memorable memories will always be kept in me..Cox You guys have really left a deep footprint in my heart that will nvr be washed away..Serious..Im really Thankful to have known u people and one thing for sure,You guys are the best..and you all will always be! =) Stay in touch,the Best Of 512'07! ;)

~During Sec 5s..Year 2007..

*Outside Vivo..With Jas,Sista Kenny(Galvin) and Me! =)

*Willy Walla,Me and Yi Pei..*

*Under One-Roof! hahahaha!!! xD *The One I rely On the most! Thanks for always being there,Wan Xin! =) *Rups and Me!* =)

*Richmond and Me..* =)

Classmate since Sec 1..My class partner..I'll miss you so much,Richmond..I wish u all the best in the future and I hope you'll continue to shine!

haha..yes..thats me.. =)

hahaha.. =D

~During Sec 4s...Year 2006..

*Vann and Me! =) My closest fren since Sec 1..You're Irreplaceble.. =) *Baq den,we were in Class 412'06..Tgt with Mrs Kumar at the Science Centre..taken with a grp of us..How I hope time could return baq to the past...*Misses! *You Guys are the best! =)

;)

2008-03-29T11:38:00.002+08:00

hehe..went for a hair cut just now..it has been kinda long since i last trim my hair..cox i wanted to grow long hair! =) But still, after trimming it, it seems to be baq to the usual length which will take another donkey months for my hair to grow long again..Sianz..haha.. Hmm..ytd night 2nd bro went to JB with some of our cousins..will only be back on Sunday night..Will miss him man..cox usually we'll like to disturb each other..and sometimes we do talk about stuffs concerning sch and he'll teach me *zuo ren de dao li*.. though all these things might sounds simple,but still,it means a lot to me.. =) Cox among my 2bro,he's the closest to me..Other than my mum,he's the 2nd person I can really say im close with in my family..haha..Just hope he'll have a fruitful and enjoyable trip over there.. =)

Deep in Thoughts...

2008-03-28T22:58:00.002+08:00

Hmm..Have been thinking quite a lot..Things just seems to be pop-ing up one aft the other..and my mind seems to be getting tighter each day with all these accumulations..Wonder when... .. when will there be a day I can radicate all these unnecessary stuffs which is causing so much stress for my head..I just hope that soon,I'll be like a tea-pot,pouring out these sorrows of mine and filling it up with happiness(things that will cheer me up)..I dunn expect much..Really..Just by making things smoother for me,it'll be more than enough..I'll be more than contented..This is my my only wish.. ..for now..

*If ever there'll be some day,I'm given a chance to give in my all, showing care to people in need, I'll really give in wholeheartedly just to see the smile on their face..*

*Staying...MaChO! xD

2008-03-28T14:01:00.000+08:00

Ok..Baq from the Gym now and Im Super Tired..My legs just seems so weak..Now if u ask me to walk an extra mile to go buy something,I wont even be bothered by it..hahaha..Just wanna sit down like wat Im doing now..using Com and stay in my sitting position..hahaha!! =D But still, had a good work out and enjoyed myself hanging out with Vicky and Putri..It was truly a fun and fruitful trip to the Gym..Hope we can go there more often tgt.. =)

But guess it'll be hard,cox sch is starting really soon..Kinda scared yet excited about how poly life will be like..the people,the new environment and everything..Guess on the 1st day of sch,I'll be really lost..haha..but not to worry,there is Vicky!!! xD Hope we get into the same class man..Then it'll be something I'll be really happy about.. =)

Hmm..Just hope to meet up with all my frenz soon! Be it Classmates or other frenz..Miss them so much..hahaha! =D

2008-03-27T20:32:00.002+08:00

Finally baq at home..haha..Was another tiring day at work..So shall not go into detailed of it..hahaha..

**But still,I still adore the boy,Marcus, at the toddlers class the most!!! hahaha! =)

Hmm..so nxt week wont need to report to work unless they called me..But im kinda excited about the coming Nursing Camp at NP from 3rd to 5th April and the Compulsory Induction thingy coming this monday..Wonder how will it be like man..hahaha..hopefully it'll be fun! =)

Cant wait to go gyming with Vicky and Putri tml..haha..It'd been a long time since i last went to gym man..hahahaha..

*Just hope things will get better each day.. ..

Tired..

2008-03-26T19:22:00.002+08:00

Went baq to work on Monday morning aft receiving the phone call from the Childcare..So for this week,will be working for the whole week except for Friday..Cox they are having a staff retreat to Batam till Sunday i guess..So no work on Friday... =)

Being able to see the kids again was something really to be happy about..But still, everytime when it reached to late afternoon,I'll be feeling super lethargic and moodless..just hope that the time pass faster..hahaha..Cox sometimes the kids really drive me crazy man...Like today....Arghhh.....

Hmm..I guess im putting on weight man..maybe shall join Vicky to gym on Friday..hehehe.. =p

Keep myself healthy and fit..and stay.....MaChO! HahAha!!! xD

Trying to be optimistic.. (H.O.P.E)

2008-03-23T18:56:00.000+08:00

hmm..kinda sad to receive the call from the childcare on sat saying that they've enough teachers for nxt week and that i wont need to report to work unless they call me if they've not enough teachers..sad...come this pattern again..hahaha..but nvm..will look through the papers see if there's any other part time i can take..i dunn wanna just stay home and do nothing..i cant afford to anyway... =( i'll think even more which will dampen my mood eventually..haiz..haha..but nvm..its ok..I've been through so much,im sure this time round , I can overcome this one too.. =)

=)

2008-03-22T11:15:00.001+08:00

Baq from the clinic..had my jab and re-take of one test done.. =) dunno why..last time i used to worried and scared of injections all this..always need somebody to go with me if i needed one..hahaha..but now,even if i go alone,i just doesn't seems to be bothered by it much..just tell myself it will be over aft a few seconds..haha..think i really grew up already..hahaha! xD or rather,been through so much that my mentality really changes too..haha.. Oh ya..and my test result shows that i have Thalassemia..I've always thought the illness I got was Migraine..But it was actually not..Its Thalassemia..So the doctor brief me through and tell me wat the illness is about..and he told me that Thalassemia is totally different from Migraine..haha..but anw,He's a really good doctor man..I dunn feel stress or scared talking to him..rather,it feels kinda relax in fact..haha..But still,Glad that all these medical checkup and stuffs have come to an end.. =) Think aft this Hepatitis B injection,my left arm will be having muscle ache for a few days..haha..But nvm la,the pain will be over soon.. =) so guess got to continue to rest at home till tml and to be fully charged by mon so as to go to work..hahaha.. *I wanna make a Difference.*

restless....

2008-03-21T15:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm..just feel kinda restless today..nothing much happen today..so guess this will be a very short post.. These few days have been thinking quite a lot..seems that there are so much things going through my mind..but somehow,i still dunno whats really on my mind..haha..just feel so troubled..alamak!

2008-03-20T12:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm..called my work place just now to ask for nxt week time schedule..so for the whole of nxt week,will be working from 8.30am-6pm.. =) finally i can get baq to work..haha.. kinda worried now..by 5th of April got to pay for the retake of O level English as Private Candidate..Dunno if my pay will be paid to me in time or not..If not I think have to go baq and work at furama on weekends temporarily first..

Worried.....

2008-03-19T17:22:00.000+08:00

Went baq to collect my O level Certificate just now in the afternoon..Saw Mrs Kumar in the General Office..She's still the same..pretty as always.. =) and she told me that our testimonials will only be out on May..so those who wanna collect it,rmb to go baq on May to collect it! =) aft that,went to eat at hawker with Vicky..It have been a long time since we eat at our sch hawker..so miss those days when we were all sitting tgt..haiz..miss miss miss... thinking of going baq to furama to work on weekends starting from nxt week while working at the childcare during weekdays..I really need to earn extra..haiz...tired...

Finally I can take a Rest.. =)

2008-03-18T16:08:00.001+08:00

Hmm..Called the childcare that I wont be able to work for this whole week..cox i gotta get myself well soon if not i wont be able to go for the Jab for my course thingy..Hopefully I can get well soon..Real soon... =) So as usual,aft having breakfast with my mum,came home about 9am and have my medicine then rest..aft resting at about 12pm,wake up and went to ABC market to packet lunch so that i can eat my medicine aft that..aft that went to rest again till 3.30pm and rite here i am,using com..haha..my mum was complaining of me using too much com rather than resting..so I guess today i really rest enough,mummy.. =) if not i'll soon become a pig,eat and sleep, eat and sleep which i dunn usually do..hahaha.. =D ytd found this singing artiste who's song is nice with meaningful lyrics.. =) She's *Lovi Poe*..haha..try listening to, "Alone" , "I Never Knew Love" and " You're Still Here".. =) But the blogger seems to be lagging or have something wrong..i just couldn't changed my blog song..All have error on page..arghhhh......so infuriating... =/

Sick. Sick.. Sick...

2008-03-17T14:54:00.000+08:00

No work for me today..and sad thing is,the intention of not going to see Doctor in order to save money has been ruined..haha..Coughing and Flu was pretty bad and getting worse last night..so its definitely a NO NO for me to work as i dunn wish to spread it to the lovely kids over there..so in order to get baq to work soon,i really had no choice but to have a knock knock on the doctors door..so,Doc and medicine fee,$28.. Next..came home and rest and had my medicine..received the call from the Clementi Clinic's Doctor saying that my test result is out..and i have to go baq once more to have a jab as my antibiotics is not enough..haha..sounds as if im so weak sia..but true fact is,i am..hahaha.. =D so will be going baq there on this sat for the jab and retake of one more test tgt..and that jab will cost me $28.60..oh no..more money is giving away... =( Just wanna stay home and have a splendid and full recovery soon! =)

Sick Again... =(

2008-03-16T10:43:00.008+08:00

Well..Ytd went for the medical checkup tgt with Vicky in the morning at one of the designated clinic at Clementi..Such a coincidence that when we were at the counter filling up the form and stuffs,Teti came out from the doctor's room..so end up,Teti's Dad and Mum drove us to Jurong Point whereby we have to take our Chest X-Ray over there..haha..super funny..

Then aft which,had breakfast with Vicky and accompany him to the CMPB building at Depot Road to defer his NS thingy..Once its done,we walked to Bukit Merah Centre and slack over there for a while then Home sweet home..

Now all the poly admission thingy are done..Except that I need to go baq to the clinic again nxt week to retake one test..hehe..

ytd night was feeling unwell..and true enough,im falling ill again..previously i haven really recovered fully from coughing, my voice and everything..But now,it all came baq again..sianz..dunno how to work tml sia..But i seriously dunn wanna take off..just hope my voice will come baq soon...and as usual, No Doctor Pls...hahaha..i wanna save money.. =)

hmm..guess thats all ba..will post some photos taken some time baq.. =)

*He's My All Time Favourite!!! ;p

*Last Time in Queensway Sch Uniform..Before collection of Bursary.. =)

;)

Ming Ming and Me! =)

Vicky and Me! =)

Worries.... ='(

2008-03-13T23:04:00.001+08:00

Hmm..have been busy with work..So much things to do yet so Little Time..Everything is like in a mess now..Even myself, I've always been in panic and tension state..Cant seems to relax and slows down..Haiz..plus the Poly Admission thingy, really worries me even more..Scared if I've left out anything or nvr complete anything and just scared la..Everything just seems so hay-wired..Hopefully everything will go smoothly.. As for work,Next week Mon to Thurs will be working 8.30am-6pm..Fri is Good Friday..so No work..Can Relax for one day le.. =)

Updates!! =)

2008-03-07T21:33:00.004+08:00

Tired,Tired and still Tired..Have not been having ample time to rest and a good night sleep..Everyday is like packed with work and still work..But still,managed to meet up all the people I miss!!! The great thing that perks me up.. =)

Starting with Wednesday night.. ~Went to Plaza Singapura to meet up with them to celebrate Our Dear Yi Pei's Birthday! =) A total of 11 of us with so much of catch up to do..(How I miss the time tgt in Class.. ..) Dine in at Pizza Hut followed by a great Chocolate Heaven Cake before we stepped out of the place..Yummie!!! Droolsss!!! Lovesss!!! ;) Group Photos taken outside Pizza Hut! Smiles,Flash Lights and Laughter!!! =D A walk in a big group towards the Bus stop and Cya Soon,Guys! =) Thursday Night.. ~Went to Tiong Bahru Control Stat to meet Min Er before meeting the rest.. =) A total of 5 of us with Funny Funny and Weird Weird incidents occured..Flies,Couples and Food.. =D Miss those days when we were working together in Furama Riverfront Hotel!!! Cox we nvr failed to fill the whole hotel with our Thunderous Laughter!!! xD Went to 3 places one aft the other for dinner..Its not that we have big appetite..But its too much of disturbance! =D Last eating place was at the Mac Donald..Eat,Chat and Laugh(Thats what we always do when we meet up..)Nice,Funny and Relax! =D Took bus home aft which..Happy!!! =)

Did OT today..was supposed to work till 5pm..But when it was 5mins reaching 5pm,the Teacher in Charge ask me to extend..Cox its seriously short of teachers..So as usual,Im fine with anything..and so,work till 6pm..was kinda lethargic during that 1hr..As i've said,deprived of sleep..But still,managed to tahan all the way..Tml I was told to report to work too..8am-2pm..Happy! =) and nxt week schedule is 9.00am-6.30pm..finally aft 2weeks of 7.30am-5pm straight,I can finally sleep slightly longer and go for breakfast with my Mum together again at the market! hehehe.. ;p

So thats about it..Gonna miss the Toddlers so much..Cox nxt week there'll be a new toddler teacher who just graduated from NP-ECH..so the principal told me to let the new teacher know more about the toddlers kids since I've been with the toddlers for quite a long time..so on Thurs onwards,will help K1 or other section classes that needs help..I just hope that on 11th of April,my last day,I'll enjoy the fullest with the kids!

Will Seriously Miss Them Super Lots!!! ='(

2008-03-04T21:21:00.002+08:00

haha..have been busy working..so nth much to update about work..just that one word is "tired"..haha..cox have to wake up so early every morning..Or-Bak-Kak already! =D well..tml will be meeting Vicky and Ming Ming they all to celebrate Yi Pei's Birthday which was supposed to be today..So a very big Happy Birthday wish to Yi pei! =) Not really sure of who are going tml,but i just so miss them.. Also, on Thurs night will be meeting the usual frenz of Furama for dinner..super miss them too..Cant wait to meet up with All of them again! =)

=)

2008-03-02T00:19:00.003+08:00

haha..met up with Zi Ming and Chong Huan ytd..so this is the only photo I've taken with Chong Huan outside Mercury Ballroom when we went baq to Furama.. =)

*This guy really makes me laugh till I drop sia..hahaha! A Very Good and Nice Fren! =) with him around,u will nvr feel down or bored! ;)

Well..As for today's work,its kinda slack and easy..kinda bored when there's nothing much to do..haha..but still,its better than having too much kids around and creating a havoc.. xD

Happy! Happy! and still, Happy! =)

2008-03-01T00:05:00.003+08:00

So happy today! =) met up with Zi Ming and Chong Huan..super miss them lots la..Got 1 whole year nvr see Zi Ming le..as for Chong Huan,i've met him at Auntie Tan keow hse on CNY..But still miss the time working tgt at furama in year 2006..hahaha..miss talking,joking and laughing away with them..haha..met for dinner at Tiong market..Thanks for the treat! =) and aft which,went baq to furama for awhile to visit them..haha..Kinda miss working over there..but when i think baq of the serving and how rush isit when dinner has to be served,really pull me baq..haha..now they're super short of staff..so they were like asking us to go baq work..haha..shall see how ba..hmm..gtg sleep now..working tml at childcare from 9am-2pm..nitex!

Thank You!!!! =)

2008-02-28T20:04:00.002+08:00

Ahhh!!! Im super happy! Cox I really got into NP-Nursing! =)

wah..last night couldn't really get to sleep..was super troubled and worried abt the appeal result which will be out today..when i was working,i was a bit distracted too when i saw the clock pointing at 2pm..haha..But rite now,its really a sigh of relief..*sigh.. really very thankful and grateful that I've got this chance..Will really give my best shot and put in all my effort! =)

I'll really work hard if given this chance..

2008-02-27T21:09:00.003+08:00

As usual..Work today..so shall not mention much about my work..hmm..right now im kinda scared and nervous about my appeal result tml..dunno why..this year i've really met few major unexpected setbacks that really shocked me and disappointed myself..this time round..i'm really scared liao..things which i thought will be going smooth and alright turned out the other way round..so...haiz..thinking of the appeal result is tml,my stomach is filled with butterflies flying about..Heard from those who appeal that the choices of sch cannot be the same..but the two courses i appealed for are both from Ngee Ann..so makes me worried even more about the outcome of the apeeal result...But when i appeal online,the instructions didnt mention that cannot put the courses that we choose from the same school..So im really lost and cant seems to set at ease now..will be working tml 7.30am-5pm..and the appeal result is out at 2pm..so shall rush home and see the appeal result online..I just hope I'll be granted this one chance..I'll really work hard...really...

2008-02-25T20:15:00.003+08:00

well..today's work is as usual..guess im getting so used to the work life in Childcare Centre..so everything is ok..

hmm..this sat i'll be going for work too as they've not enough staff..so will be my first time working on sat..9am-2pm..so shall see how it goes.. =)

feeling and getting tired and tired each day..just hope everything will be alright..

Sick , but still, Moving on..

2008-02-23T09:54:00.003+08:00

hmm..have not been coming online for the past few days..so shall update part of wat took place..

On tues morning,

Saw my posted school and courses at 6plus in the morning,i couldn't get baq to sleep..i was posted to Republic Poly-Micro and Nanotechnology..was kinda stunned but showing no signs of reaction..my mind was just thinking of whether to stop schooling and just work and take private..i dunno why..but these are the things that kept running in my mind..so i quickly took off on that day to appeal..Thanks Vicky for the help..He actually wanted to accompany down to the school and appeal..but end up he found the website whereby can appeal online..so went to appeal Ngee Ann-Nursing, as my first choice..i was thinking actually nursing also not bad..nxt time when i come out to work might be easier to get jobs too..But now have to wait for the appeal result which will be out by nxt week..dunn really hope much now..cox aft the collection of O result,my soul and confidence level dropped to the very max..cox i've pinned too much hope on O level..so now,no hope,no nothing,and shall see how it goes..

After that in the afternoon,went to K-box with Stanley and Ming Ming..wah..luckily we managed to persuade ming ming to go with us..cox she dunn sing de,so she seldom and nvr really wanna go K-box de..hahaha..but still,wanna thank Ming Ming for going with us! =)

and also,

Sista Stan,Good luck for ur new start in Jc..Hope u'll like and get used to the new studying environment! =)

Hmm..and now..im kinda weak and sick..When i was working ytd,i've no voice to speak..had a hard time taking care of the children(toddlers) as i've to keep calling their names and asking them to "Come back" with my pathetic voice..keep out of pitch and suddenly went high pitch..so i've to use a fake voice to speak the whole day..haiz..Hopefully my coughing and sore throat will recover soon and i can speak as normal by nxt week..and for my nxt week schedule,Mon-Fri is 7.30am-5pm all the way..dunn wanna take off liao..i wanna work straight all the way for this week..really cant afford to take anymore off...haiz....

*Hope to see you again! :)

2008-02-16T10:48:00.014+08:00

As Promised..I'll be loading up the pics taken with Simon and the rest..so,these are the flash backs of wat went on that day.. **So yeah..this is Simon.. =) this guy really helped me alot whenever i need help,be it in school work or when i faced any problems..Thank you so much for everything and Im grateful and thankful to have known you..All the Best,Simon! =)

A Group photo taken at Changi Airport Terminal 3 before Simon came.. ...

We were all still happily laughing.. ...

and posing away... ...

But when Simon came,we got happy and excited... ..

At the same time,sadness engulfed us all ,with some of us tried to smile at the camera while Arri and Ming Ci(Bak Bak) need some meditation to cool themselves down... ..

A photo of us all at the TCC during the last 45mins or so before seeing Simon off...

I will definitely miss these moments together!!! ='(

And I just love to sit at corners..

Sista Galvin and Me! ;)

Yi Pei and Me in the sky train! ;)

Not Fogetting..Sista Stanley and Me!!! ;)

Me,Luanne,Ming Ming and Yi Pei!!!! :)

Hmm..Thats about it on that day..But up till now,when i saw the pics taken with Simon and the rest in my phone,it'll reminds me of the whole scenario and all the flash back of the parting scene..But still,wishing him all the best is the only thing I can do.. ..

*Good Luck,Simon! We'll be waiting for you to come back and meet up again! :)

Till we meet,take care! =)

*Simon,all the best! we'll miss you!!! ='(

2008-02-14T22:31:00.006+08:00

well..ytd was a really sad and memorable day..went to send simon off..Vicky,Ming Ming,Stanley,Yi Pei and Me reached the airport at about 6plus in the evening..then slowly,the rest came along..at that time we were all still happily laughing all the way when we reached the Changi Airport Terminal 3..initially,i didnt know how parting with a good fren will be like until ytd,i've really had a taste of it and it really left a great impact on me..that was my first time sending off people from the airport..it was really tough and unbearable to see his back view as he walked towards the departure hall entrance..i thought i could smile and send him off..but when yipei broke down to tears,mine follows naturally too..the atmosphere there was seriously touching..in total 17-18 people went to send him off,and i could see that all of us have a common thought in our mind..**that is, "We still wish him all the best even though we wanted him to stay badly"..will upload the pics real soon!

**Hope this wont be our last meeting and I truly hope all our friendship will stay strong,always....

**Take Care,Simon! :)

2008-02-12T12:38:00.000+08:00

*Not feeling well today..

so called the childcare in the morning at 7.10am to tell them that im not feeling well and so, wont be going for work today and tml..hmm..think i have to rest liao..if not i'll really fall sick real soon..

~just feel like going nowhere else and just stay at home..

Fun Ytd..Hard time today..

2008-02-11T20:34:00.000+08:00

wah..today's work was super tiring..time seems to be hanging on at the same timing..like nvr moved sia..really had a hard time..adding on,my migraine works up again..was feeling super low and weak..at about 10am plus was already sturuggling liao..i cant even speak clearly and out loud to the kids..bend down also must slowly..then i was sweating out cold sweat la..feel like my whole body super light..then the headache was so super strong and my vision was super bright and seeing flash light..but kept tahan and tahan until 12pm plus..so tried asking the teacher in-charge if i could knock off early,but she said not enough teachers..so no choice, tahan all the way till 6pm..finally reached home liao..

tml will be working again..think tml must confirm with the teacher-IC if i can dunn go work on wed..cox ask her today she didnt confirm with me..so by tml must confirm liao..need to go airport and send simon off..he's going to australia to further his studies..so gonna wish him all the best! haha..

Went to one of the auntie hse ytd, who worked at furama..met up with Chong Huan,Chee Wee,Troy and also Cai Wen..then get to know Cai Wen from there..so we headed to Auntie tan keow's hse..hugged all the aunties when i saw them..wah..the tears almost dropped out sia..really missed them lots..then when i saw da shu,was like super happy also..hahaha! xD then played Banlak with them again like last year..but this year,i was the only girl playing with them la..then Da Shu kept place his bet on me and so my money from $2 becomes $6..hahaha..So fun la..overall won $16.. =) then aft that went home..went to my grandma hse in the evening..played another type of game with my cousin and aunties ,also using poker cards,won $20..hehehe.. =P really like Chinese New Year alot..cox can get to meet up with so many people and gather tgt! =)

*Happy Chinese New Year! =)

2008-02-09T10:47:00.000+08:00

haha..halo! Happy Chinese New Year to All! =) hmm..As usual, 1st and 2nd day of Chinese New Year went to the same people's hse for bai nian..haha..and last station will always be at my Grandparents place! Love It! Cox everyone of us(cousins,aunties and uncles) can gather together and get to meet each other and also,not forgetting our favourite time which is to play our hearts out! yes! its BANLAK! hahahahaa!! =D On the 1st day,i won $18..then Ytd,didnt win didnt lose..hahaha..But i find that actually win or lose its not important..cox as long as everyone is happy,then im happy too! =) What I really Love most about Chinese New Year is that I can get to eat PIG STOMACH SOUP!!! MY FAVOURITE!!! YUMMIE!! ;P haha..no matter which person hse I go to,as long as there's Pig Stomach Soup,my stomach will have a taste of it before i leave the hse..hehehe! =p Anyway,it's once a year for me to be able to drink it,so just free my stomach for these few days to stuff in all my favourites! =) think im gaining weight..nvm..after CNY then say liao..hahaha! =D maybe will be visiting One of the Furama Auntie's place tml ba..Cox initially wanted to go de, but then lay huan and ziming nvr go..so im a bit held back..but think tml I'll just meet Chong Huan they all and go ba..Cox i really missed them lots,especially the Aunties! Hope to get to see them soon tml and give the Aunties a BIG SURPRISE! =)

Awaiting for a New Start Of The Year! =)

2008-02-06T21:15:00.000+08:00

well..today is the Chinese New Year Eve..so have been busy ytd night and the whole day today helping my mummy with the preparation for the reunion dinner and everything..went to Redhill Market, ABC Market and NTUC..busy , busy and still busy.. =D But still,we had a great dinner sitting together as a Family and eat together! and the food we prepared are yummy! ;p later have to help my parents to bao ang bao and get ready for another Chinese New Year at 12midnight! time really flies..haha..hope this yr will be a better yr and start a new yr ahead.. =)

*Happy Chinese New Year! =)

*Panda eyes..

2008-02-04T20:46:00.000+08:00

hmm..today's kinda tiring..so shall make a short post den.. today i was stationed at the K1 class for the whole day..The kids there are much more easier to get along with..So everything was kinda smooth..but today was super lack of teachers..so i was all alone by 12noon aft the K1's English/Form teacher left..was kinda worry initially..cox i didnt know how will it be like..fortunately at abt 1pm,there was another teacher helping me..heng sia..hahaha..but when the children were asleep,i was super tired la..so slowly,my eyes started to close while i sat there and suddenly,started fishing..hahaha! for those who dunno wat fishing in this phrase means,its actually like when u're sleeping,ur head keeps dropping and nodding in the air.. xD was really happy when teacher margaret gave me a yakult to drink..super long nvr drink le sia..so aft i drank,got so much better..kept thanking her..hehe..she's one of the teacher i really like and can get along super well with..but unfortunately,today she fall down in the morning upon rushing to work..so she has a red and bloddy knees..hopefully her wounds will get better! =) hmm..shouldnt it be a short post???hahaha..think im writing too much liao..kkz..shall stop here..working at 9am tml..yeah! can eat breakfast with my mum le..didnt get the chance to eat with her today at the market..but knowing that im working earlier shift today,she woke up even earlier than me to prepare breakfast(bread with fried egg) for me and also my bro..touched sia..kept thanking and hugging her.. =D kkz..Goodnight! =)

*Fun to the Max!!! =D

2008-02-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

After so long of staying at home and also busy working,I've not been out for such a long time..And finally today,met up with Vicky,Yi Pei and Ming Ming to East Coast Park..Wah..haven been to ECP for so long le..i think the last time i went there was last yr during our class chalet over at ECP ard the month of july ba..hahaha.. The very first thing we did were going straight to the beach and just enjoy ourselves..hahaha..leaving our footprints by jumping on the sand so hard(like an elephant =D),drawing on the sand,throwing stones into the water and just standing at the seawater(ard our small tigh level) and play,laugh and enjoying every minute to the fullest..the feeling of going to the beach aft so long is really fantastic..and the cold and windy weather just bring our level of excitement to the max! =D aft abt an hour or so..went to have our lunch..once we're done,Yipei and Ming Ming went to rent bicycle..while Vicky put on his own Roller blade..hahaha..initially when Vicky starts putting on his arm and knee protection thingy..the 3 of us were laughing non-stop..cox Vicky is still a beginner..and he has not been roller blading since sec3 till now..so the way his actions was seriously obvious that he's nervous and scared..and when he was all ready,i grabbed hold on him while yipei was being grabbed hold by vicky..and when vicky made his first move,he was grabbing on yipei so hard that her hand turned red la..then i was laughing like peng..cox seriously very funny..so i quicky ask yipei to grabbed hold on him and not let him grabbed hold on you... xD

***then there was once when vicky was about to fall and wanted to grab hold on me and yi pei,we were talking and laughing that time and we suddenly move baq..so Vicky was like slipped and lie flat on the floor..hahahaha! damn funny la..such a coincidence..we really didnt know he wanted to hold on to us..we just took one step behind and see him lying on the floor.. xD luckily he's alright! =D ***

aft that,Yipei and Ming went cycling..so i accompanied Vicky by walking beside him while he roller blades slowly and carefully..haha..but suddenly..rain...so we hide under the shelter for more than a hour..while i was stoning there,saw the drops of the rainfall and so,took out my small book and started to compose..hahaa..lame,i know..but i really managed to write a song out by the time i reached home and the melody! =) first time sia.. =D hmm..then at abt 5.30pm,we went home..though its kinda tired,but its a fruitful trip.. =) even though there were only the 4 of us,but it was seriously very fun and enjoyable..hope we'll get to meet up soon again and have lots of fun!! =)

*If only I could find the answer..If only...*

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Good and Sad News...

Missing everyone!!! =)

peek-a-book!

Its nice to be able to blog again...

end of week...

Busy...

Happy Racial Harmony Day! =)

Shuteye..

haha.. =D

Its getting tough...

Jelly Legs....

Dozing off....

Today..

Muscle aching!

Sharing my thoughts...

Photos time! ;)

2nd Attachment..

1st Clinical Attachment(CA)..Great! ;)

Art Grade: B3

Is this a trick?

Self-Reflect.. ...

Nice gathering.. =)

Winky Winky! ;)

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* H.A.P.P.Y * :)

Common Test is Over! ;)

hahaha! =D

Happy.. =)

haha..great discovery... =)

=)

Enjoyed! =)

Need a break soon..

Sigh of relief.. =)

Cherish before you regret

A day filled with laughter =)

I will never turn baq again.. ...

Effort is all it takes.. =)

Nursing is nice.. =)

Getting a feel of Date Lines...

One thing is done.. =)

My Favourite Monday! ;)

Tml..

Had Fun today! ;)

Im Starting To Feel The Stress...

Short and sweet.. =)

First attempts! =)

Cant wait for tml! ;)

Still Adapting with sch life..

Puchasing of books,Done! =)

First day in sch..Great! =)

The Toddlers Class I Love The Most! :) :) :)

A day that will nvr be erased.. :)

*I'll miss the time working at the Childcare! ='(

Hoping for a better tml.. =)

Smiles! ;)

*Updates!! ;)

Back from HSN Camp.. =)

***You moved me to tears,Daddy..

A Long yet Fruitful Day.. =)

Putting in some effort.. =)

*Memories! =)

;)

Deep in Thoughts...

*Staying...MaChO! xD

Tired..

Trying to be optimistic.. (H.O.P.E)

=)

restless....

Worried.....

Finally I can take a Rest.. =)

Sick. Sick.. Sick...

Sick Again... =(

Worries.... ='(

Updates!! =)

=)

Happy! Happy! and still, Happy! =)

Thank You!!!! =)

I'll really work hard if given this chance..

If only I could find the answer..If only...